Amari POV
It took me awhile to get over , everything I was really hurt and still am, I told my dad about everything and he just looked like he didn't know anything , this was the first time I opened up to him, cause I thought he would help me find out who the man is that takes me every Friday night, he looked like he knew something he just didn't wanna get anything out, I just laid on my bed , Jontavion doesn't really see me anymore we mostly just texts each other , my dad broke up with Nisha but her son still is up my ass 24/7 . I was just laying down and I got a text it was from Jontavion. I picked up my phone .
*Chat*
Jontavion: I need you right now?
Amari: wya?
Jontavion: I'm finna pull up into your drive way.
I hated the fact , that he never really talks to me , but Im never gonna get over the fact my baby died in my stomach. If he's not here so we can get over it together.
Jontavion pulled up to my drive way, I walked out side and hug him and asked how he was doing , he just started kissing me I pulled away and broke down in tears, I couldn't take it anymore , it's like he left me when he found out I was pregnant , and now he wants to be back in my life now since the baby died , it doesn't make any since. I can't take it anymore. I just told him to come inside .
Amari: why are you here
Jontavion : I told you I needed you, it's hard not being around you
Amari: what do you mean, you left me , you barely talk to me anymore, I hate myself because of that, you left me here by my self with nobody to care for me , I was depressed , I mean my child died in my stomach , all because you act like you couldn't stick around for a little to figure out who that man was , I'm really hurt that you left me .
Jontavion: I.... I....I
Amari: what say what you gotta say damn
Jontavion: I love you, I only stayed away from you cause I thought you hated me , I didn't know what to say or do cause every time I would see you around I would just be hurt maybe because you remind me of the child we had or did have however you wanna say it.
Amari: I don't hate you Jontavion , I just don't want to lose you, everyone's slowly giving up on me.i can't take it anymore it's to much stress on me , you coming up here today is probably gonna put more stress on me I don't even know where we stand , you drifted away from me. And if your gonna leave in the future leave now cause their no point in starting my hurt all over again instead of finishing what you started now so if your gonna leave, leave.
Jontavion: you just don't get it!
Amari: what don't I get
Jontavion: I don't wanna leave but , I feel like if we never dated I would have never got you pregnant , and have you this stressed out.
Amari: Well you shouldn't think like that cause , you ignoring me all the time gets me more stressed to cause you promised you would never hurt me .
Jontavion: I never meant to hurt you, I don't understand , I don't understand how you feel , i dont undrstand how you get so stressed out , I just be so confused you get mad or upset about shit that don't even bother me , I don't understand you . Your confusing asf.
Angel: maybe it's because you haven't been around you forgot who I was .
Jontavion: you don't make any fucking since, how does me being gone or not seeing you have anything to do with how you feel I'm not in your fucking head , unless you want me to be maybe I'll understand you a little bit more than I actually do.
Amari: whatever , I don't have time for this
Jontavion: you don't got time for it because you know I'm right
Amari:cool, I'm tired of arguing , now can you let it go
Jontavion: sure anything for you sugar plum😂
Amari: Shutup, wit you corny ass
Jontavion POV
I really do miss Amari, I missed her smile her laugh her smell I'm miss everything about her, I just couldn't stick around , she was to much and I was really stressed out , I stayed away from her cause the night she told me she was pregnant , my baby momma Nisha told me she was pregnant , Nisha is just a ghetto piece of trash me and her aren't together , but I sneak into her house sometimes to get some pussy. Let's just say I went to her house alot, after Amari told me she was pregnant . But I doubt she's pregnant , Cause she's on birth control and she has her tube tied, I think I believed what she said because I was drunk and she knew it to. I just need to get her out my life . But when I leave here , Imma go to her house , cause I don't feel like fucking Amari anymore , I don't feel like getting her pregnant again.
I left because amari was acting like a bitch, I got in my car and pulled out of the driveway, and I seen nishas car drive by me , so I called her and she said she had to go somewhere , I just went home and took a shower and layed down.
