Riding on Love and Desire

Chapter One

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chapter 1

Not again!!! I swear when I graduate in three months I'm so blowing out of this town as faraway from my family as I can get and I'm not going to looking in the rearview mirror when I do finally leave, they can eat my dust.

I've been in medical school now for almost eight years. Although I know he cares about me and has done everything he can for mom and me since dad died ten years ago, but still sometimes I wonder why I still accept all his help. He's been paying my way though med school and hasn't asked for any return, other the occassional phone call to come by the clubhouse and stictch up one of his buddies, which I hate doing but I dont have a choice since they wont go to the hospital.

I guess its a good this I already got my five mile run in today since I wouldn't have time after swinging by the clubhouse to see that sh^t John's gotting into now. I run almost daily to keep my young 25 fisique body tone, I'm 5'6" and 125 lbs. with staight dark brown hair. I'm one of those girls that if I even look at junk food it goes straight to my hips. I have about three hours before I have to be at the hosiptal where I'm doing my intership.

Stepping out of the shower I hear my phone beep, damn it's John he has been burning up my phone with calls & text "where are you", "get your ass over here NOW", "What the HELL is taking you so long", "answer your damn phone", he is definatly mad, just great! I hurry to dress & run out the door, throwing my scrubs in the back seat for work later. Luckly I keep my med bag in the car at all times so I was able to get out the door quicker.

As I'm making my way over, John calls again, "Hello?"

"Where the Hell are you?, ZZ got shot and is bleeding out everywhere."

"Where did he get shot at? did it hit a major artiery?"

"How the Hell would I know, Sis your the Doctor."

"Now yet, I'm not."

"Close enough."

"I'm pulling in now, see you in less than.." Damn him I hate it when he hangs up on me like that.

I wasn't even out of the car when a bunch of the Brotherhood came running out of the clubhouse to get me. WTH..

"Hurry Mia, he is looking pale and your brother is pissed that it took you so long to get here." Frog said

I mumble as I walk through the door "sorry, it's not like I can always drop everything to rush over." hoping the guys didn't hear that, otherwise I was in for some trouble if that gets back to John that I said that. He lives for the Brotherhood, what's he saying "We live, we ride, we die." or somthing like that.

I just look at them as a bunch of stupid bikers who do no good and cause nothing but trouble. If it wasn't for John I wouldn't even associate with them much less be at there clubhouse getting ready to pull a bullet out or stitch up a knife wound because God forbid they go to the hospital and get arrested for some illegeal act they've done this time.

As I'm walking towards the back of the main room "Mia baby where have you been? Get over here and show me what you got baby" Hundred Proof yells out, just his voice makes my sink crawl, It wasn't three months ago that he cornered me leaving the club and forced me to go down on him, the Slimeball.

"I think I'll pass, you don't do it for me" just then some blonde whore lifted her head from his lap and Rocker sitting next to him had a big ass smirk on his face, I didnt even have to look to know why, cause I knew under that table was another skank. It so gross how women throw themselfs at the guys in the club, most all them are down right skanking hoes.

"Mia, honey how have you been? you never come around anymore." I hear my mother say, I turn around to see that she just came out of one of the side rooms and since she was buttoning up her pants I had a good idea of what she had just done. This is why I can't stand to be seen with her, every night she is with a different member of my brothers biker gang.

"Sorry mom I've been busy with school and my intership at the hospital."

"Well that's no excuess to not come by."

"MIA, GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE NOW!", John yelled at the top of his lungs.

Saved from a conversation with my mother, thank goodness. I rush into the back room to see several of the guys surrounding the table looking down at ZZ's bloody body. I couldn't tear my eyes off him all covered in blood and in so much pain. I now felt horible for taking so long to get here, I didn't even realize I was holding my breath until I suddendly felt lighthead.

I hurried the last few steps to the table and rush to get supplies out of my bag as I shot off questions to what happened and where ZZ was wounded.

"He was shot in his chest." John replied

"Help me roll him so I can see if there's an exit wound."

"I can roll myself" ZZ grunted. Much to his disapproval I helped him roll to his side.

"Okay the bullet is still lodged in your shoulder, thank God it missed your heart." I say as I'm reached into my bag and pulled out a syringe and anesthesia

"I don't need that shit, just get to work on getting the bullet out before I bleed to death"

I jab the needle in his arm anyway and see him flench, I gently give him several more shots around his wound. reaching for my tweezers I start digging the bullet pieces out of his plex area and try to look for any other damage the bullet may have done, but its to hard to see with all the blood. when I'm sure I have ZZ'z wound cleaned out I start to stitch him up.

I dig around in my med bag until i find some pain meds. handing him the bottle I say "Take one every six hours for the pain, don't take more than four a day"

ZZ only nods his head as turn and start packing up my supplies, suddenly John tells everyone to get out of the room and let ZZ rest. Within minutes the room is cleared out.

I turn to leave when John tells me "No Mia, you stay. You guys need to talk and sort out all the shit between you, and Mia make him feel better, you know what I'm saying", John closes the door behind him leaving just ZZ & myself.

I turn around to see ZZ smirking up at me. "Thanks baby girl, that hurt like an SOB, now come here and let me thank you properly."

I just stare down at him not knowing what to say.

"Mia please baby don't be mad at me, it's in the past lets move forward I've missed seeing you, besides you look sexy in that skirt"

I couldn't help but smile at ZZ, he always had a way of getting through my walls. We've had been togther up until three months ago that's when he caught me sucking off hundred proof, what ZZ doesn't want to beleive is that I had no choice and was forced to, he only listen to Hundred proof side and that was that I beg him to f*ck me like a really man.

What ZZ doesn't know is that hundred Proof had a knife to my throat the entire time and he even broke the skin a few times, but somehow when ZZ walked in the knife vanshied and I was left to look at the betrayal in ZZ eye's as he stared at me in discuss.

After that ZZ started sleeping with any skank that was around when I would be at the clubhouse and everytime my heart broke a little more, the icing on the cake was when I walked in on him getting it on with my skank of a mother and she wonders why I had coming in this place. I knew right then things would never be the same and that's what hurt the most we had been together 4 years and he didn't Beleive and trust me.