Riding on Love and Desire

Intro - Riding on Love and Desire

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Okay everyone this is my first book, I thought I would give this a try. Please feel free to leave me comments. I encourage constructive criticism. Please enjoy.

Intro

I always knew I would be a doctor when I grew up, I couldn't stand seeing someone or something hurt, what can I say I have always had a passion for helping others. As a little girl I always play doctor with my stuffed animals, stitching up the ripped arms & legs that my older brother John would tear off, he always did have a mean side. As I got older I would take care of injured animals, I still remember the first animal I ever help was a bird I found in the neighbors yard, it had a broken wing, I made a splint out of popsicle sticks and taped it to the birds wing. I managed to fix it's wing but the bird never left our yard after that I left bird seed out daily. I'm not sure what happened to Ole Red but it stopped coming around a few months later.

I started medical school at an the early age of 18 and I put my heart and soul into my studies. My older brother John wouldn't let me live on campus, so I lived at home because of this I didn't have very many friends and I didn't dare date cause John filped out them. I started an intership postion at the local hospital about four years ago and worked my way up into the surgury floor where my passion for helping people is. I plan to become an heart sergeon when I gaduate in three months and move as far from this town and my brother as I can, well at least to LA or San fransico. I interviewed last month at a large hospital in San fransisco and I submitted a resume to the one in LA, but I haven't heard anything back from either of them.

My family doens't know of my plans to leave after graduations and I'm scared to tell them so I've been careful to keep my plans on the down low. John is the president of a local motorcycle gang called "The Botherhood", my dad started the club 20 years ago and at that time it was just a group of guys who used the club as an excuse to get away from their families and ride. When dad died 10 years ago my brother John stepped up as the leader daring anyone to challege him, several members quit and serveral tried to leave the club, but John used force to show his power, the ones that stayed supported him and his decisions to take the Brotherhood to a new level. That's when they started pushing guns and drugs. I started getting called to the clubhouse on a regular basis to doctor up the guys who got injured doing who knows what illegal activities. John told me if I wanted to be a doctor and he was going to be paying my way though med school I would be on call for him and his guys 24/7. I didn't dare tell him no for fear that he would quit paying for my schooling.

All the nights spent at the clubhouse is how I met ZZ, I had to pull a bullet out of his leg one night and he flirted with me the entire time. It was the first time a guy really gave me that much attention, let alone one of John's guys. Most of them where to scared of John to even look at me, let alone talk to me. I started find reason to stop by the clubhouse when I wasn't needed just to see him. After a couple weeks he asked me out and I was so excited to go on a real date, he took me to a nice dinner and a ride on his bike. I lost my virginty to him that same night under the stars, he was so gently and caring for me. He stood up for me to John, when John didn't like us dating. After a while John didn't care and I started staying at ZZ's place more and more. We were together for a little over three years when he preposed to me. ZZ wanted to get married right away, he tried to talk me into flying out to Las Vegas, but I wouldn't cause I wanted to wait unitl after I graduated Medical school. ZZ didn't know that John threating to pull my funding if I married ZZ before graduations. John didn't like me dating his best friend and he did every little thing he could to make it hard on Us. ZZ and I were togehter for four years before he broke up with me. It still hurts that he won't let me explan myself and my actions, but If he doesn't trust me enough and know me any better than that, than I don't need him in my life, of coarse thats easy to say now that I've moved on with my life.

After we broke up , I had a hard time going into the clubhouse and see him with all the girls hanging all over him, So after awhile I stopped going by unless I was called for a medical emergency. I started working more at the hospital to take my mind off of him and everything that happened. I took up running to get into better shape not that I was overweight or anything, soon I was running up to 5 miles a day. I wanted to get in better shape and have a toner body, it was amazing how quickly I started toning up and I dropped two pant sizes and built more self confendence with myself. I enjoyed going shopping for all the new clothes and went and had a makeover and a new hair style. I trying going on a couple of dates with a med student from my class, but I just didn't feel anything for him so I never returned his call and eventitally he quit calling me.

It's amazing how your life can change in the blink of an eye, I never would have guess that I could fall in love again, let alone to another biker. A biker who is proving what I've always know, you can't trust a man on a bike, they will steal your heart and lie right to your face. Now here I am living my dream, only I can't relish in it cause that dream died the moment I fell in love, now I'm hiding who and where I am from everyone including the man I love.

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Thank you for reading, Chapter one will be even better I promise.