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entry eleven

"Today was my first week back at school after a week. My mom insisted that we get another service dog. She's nice, but she'll never live up to Dogmeat.

"I got to talk to Evan today. I missed his hugs, his touch, his kisses to my forehead, and his voice. I didn't realize how much I absolutely needed him until today. He saw the scars on my wrist even with my sweater on. He put two and two together and figured out why I was gone for a whole week."

"I've never heard him cry so much. He basically held me so tight and long I felt like a submarine shrinking from pressure of so much water on top of it."

"Now today he hasn't left my side or my hand one second of the day. He kept telling me how much he loved me. He was acting so strange I just asked, 'why are you doing this?'"

"All he had to say was that he had lost his sister to depression. We then sat down and talked about how he said it was his fault that she died. That if he was there for her more, she would still be alive."

"I should also say that my mom and dad surprised me by saying I'll be having a baby sister soon. A seventeen year gap seems large, but they were still fairly young and have been trying for five years now."

"I honestly have no word to say if was a good week or a bad week."

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