Too Much Pain (Levi X Reader) ON HOLD

Chapter Five

Your POV

I left school early, again, and made my way to Levi's house. I knocked on the door and Kenny opened it.

"Lets get to it." He said. I nodded. "Levi doesn't like me fixing up the house like this. It causes a mess."

I nodded not saying anything.

"Did he give you the necklace?" Kenny asked.

I nodded. "Why aren't you wearing it?"

"I gave it back. He was being a total jerk." I said.

"Maybe I shouldn't give you a hammer.... You seem mad."

"Give me the damn hammer." I said.

"Lets go fix up the deck out back first. It's falling apart."

I nodded and we made our way out back. There were boards sticking up and some missing.

"You work on this. I'll go to the store and buy some more wood and nails." Kenny said and left. I put on music and measured the holes.

I began cutting wood with the miter saw and danced slightly to the music.

I heard the door shut. How was Kenny back already?

"Kenny!? Are you already back!?" I called. Levi appeared in the doorway with his 'friends'.

"What are you doing here?" Levi asked.

"Fixing the deck." I said and grabbed a hammer. "And you mister. Better. Stay. Away." I said walking closer to him gripping the hammer.

"Tch. Yeah right. I live here." He said and turned and walked away. I got on my hands and knees and began drilling the nails into the wood.

I felt something connect with my arse. I turned to see one of Levi's friends.

"You pig!" I shouted.

"What? You didn't like it?" He asked and grabbed my hips. I didn't know what do to.... He was acting like my dad. His hands began trailing up my abdomen. I winced as he touched my wounds.

"What's wrong? Don't like me touching you?" He whispered and stuck his hands up my shirt.

"Stop!" I said and began moving around. Levi walked outside. I saw him get pushed aside as the kid got punched in the face. Kenny stood there with an angered look.

"F/n. Go to the Jaeger's house. I'll take care of these punks." He said.

I nodded and pushed past Levi. I hadn't realized it but I was crying. Why would Levi let him touch me? I knocked on Eren's door.

"F/n. School isn't over yet." Carla said. "Are you crying?" She asked.

"C-can I come in?" I asked. She nodded and let me in.

"What happened?" She asked.

"He let him put his hands on me." I said balling up my fists.

"Who?" Carla asked.

"I was at Levi's house and Kenny went out to grab more supplies for fixing up the house. Levi and his friends came home and Levi's friend tried feeling me up. I told him to stop and Levi came out and started watching. Kenny punched the guy in the face and told me to come here." I said. Tears fell from my eyes.

"You poor thing. Lets go get you washed up." She said. I nodded and she brought me to the bathroom. She handed me a towel and shut the door. I took a shower, scrubbing the places the guy touched me.

I finished showering and walked downstairs wrapped in a towel, I had no clothes. I saw Carla going through my purse.

"Hey!" I said. Eren sat next to her holding a bottle of pills. My birth control pills. His eyes landed on my body, only covered in a towel.

"What do you need these for?" Carla asked.

"I'm a teenager." I said and snatched them from her.

"What would your mother do if she found out?" Carla asked.

I shrugged. "Can I have some clothes?" I asked.

"Mikasa? Can f/n borrow some clothes?" Mikasa nodded and led me upstairs. She handed me a T-shirt and some shorts. I thanked her and changed into them, then walked downstairs. My body was covered in marks. Scars, cuts, bruises.

Carla looked at me sympathetically.

"I guess I'll head back to Levi's house." I said.

"What? I thought...." Carla trailed off.

"That's where I'm staying at the moment. They said that I shouldn't go home. I'm not safe there." I said.

"Your mother probably misses you. Go home." Carla said. I definitely miss her...

"Can I have a glass of water?" I asked. Carla nodded and gave me some water.

I took my painkillers and the birth control pills.

"Thanks. Bye." I said and walked towards my house.

I braced myself for a serious beating as I opened the door. I shut it behind me. I felt a hand wrap around my neck and I was pushed against the door. My head banged on it. I couldn't breathe. I clawed at my neck wanting oxygen. I was dropped to the ground. I looked up at my father. His foot connected with my stomach.

Soon I was violated...again. I limped to my room, bruised and raped.

I laid in bed and sobbed into my pillow. Mom, why did you leave me? Levi, why were you being mean?

I curled up and fell asleep and I cried.

A/n: Sorry it was kind of short. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed! See you next time ~Faith xx ♥