Perrie's P.O.V
"Jade wake up,wake up..c'mon"
"Whyy?"she said with her face burried in her big pillow.
"It's the last day of school.C'mon,let's get some fun
"Noo,i want to sleeeep"she said hugging her teddy bear.
"You don't wanna sleep now.You've been sleeping all day."
"So what?I'm sick of school"
"Come on baba,i'm gonna cry"
"Fine but 10 more minutes"
I entered my room to change for school.When i got back Jade was still in bed.
I pulled an grumpy look when she jumped quickly off the bed.
"I'm comming,i'm comming"
"But don't you wanna eat first?"i said teasing her
"I want my biscuits"
"I don't even know why i asked"
"C'mon.Let's go"i said grabbing her little hand when she took the biscuits.
We walked through the school hallway when we suddenly stoped.We couldn't belive what we just saw.Jesy and Leigh-Anne,our best friends just showed up in school after months of dissapearing.We had big smiles on or faces while we were getting into a tight group hug.
"Hey you strangers"said Jesy playfully joking
"I can't belive how much time passed"i said feeling blessed to have my bestfriends again
"But now we're here and we're gonna rock this place"said Leigh making me giggle.
"So what are we going to do know?"asked Jesy while the bell ringed.
"I'll tell you later.We have chemestry.C'mon Jade"
As we entered the class we saw the teacher's angry face.It can't be good
"Miss Edwards and miss Thirlwall you are late"he said almost
"I know.We're sorry"jade said with a cute sad voice
"Get to your places"
I went through the chairs to see that they were having a test paper.That tought terrified me knowing i didn't learn anything.
Great.another test.I'm so sick of school.Jade was right.I shouldn't be here.I sat backstage on the chair nervously ,my leg was uncontrollably shaking.All i've been doing
was stare at the white paper and now i'm hungry.My stomach rumbles making me put one hand to my abs making sure no one heard it.
I looked at Jade to see her paper lookin the same.
As the bell ringed we gave the paper to the theacher which had a warm smile on his face this time.
"Don't worry girls,these tests will be canceled".I faked a smile and get off the class.
"Okay,that was awkward"i said pointing to Jade
"I know.I'm sorry..we shouldn't had come to chemestry"
"Don't worry about it.I think i'll live"
Jade stopped seemed confuse.
"Pezz,are you ok?"
"Yeah,why u ask?"
"It's nothing,i just...feel you're distant"
"No babe,it's just the fact that this day is ruined"
"Don't say that.we still have to meet Jesy and Leigh"
"Yeah,you're right.i'm okay now"i sad kissing her forehead
She smiled getting my hand into hers.
After a few minutes we met Lesy.They were gossiping about something and i was pretty sure it was about me and Jade.
"Hey you lover birds"said Jesy while i was looking down to see that me and Jade we're still holding hands.
"Heyy"i said with a little smile
"So what are we doing tonight girls?"she said impatient for what's next
"Idk.sleepover?"
"Mhm movie night"
"Aww yeah.we haven't had one of those in ages"Leigh said while we all sat in our new penthouse.
"So the usual split?You and Jade are going to get the food while me and Leigh will get the film"
"Deal"i said pulling Jade after me.She barriley said a word all this time
"You okay baba?"i asked her trying not to look worried.
"Yeah,i'm fine"
"Great"i said while getting all the food making sure i wasn't missing something.I accidently dropped a bag of chips.Jade surprised me as she tried to kiss me while i leaned down to grab it.
"I'm sorry"she said blushing
"Aww baba,you don't have to be sorry"i said while getting off
"Damn,you're so adorable when you're shy"i kissed her red cheek while we let the food on the coach
"Movie time"Jesy and Leigh said while me and Jade got the blankets.
"What's the film?"i asked as i was holding Jade's arm
"It's a horror"Leigh said full of excitement
"The clown"Jesy clarified
Jade suddenly went stiff in my arms arms,her eyes wide with fears.I looked down to her .
"What's wrong baba?"I said running my hand through her long and soft hair.
"Nothing"she said cuddling more into my chest.
Maybe she could do this.Maybe she could face her biggest fear esspecially with her girlfriend here but it wasn't long before the thing that Jade hated the most showed on the screen.
Jade began to shake and cry.The clown really terrified her.
I noticed her and got up picking her up with me.She burried her head into my chest.I kissed her tight and carried her upstairs in their room.
"Shh,shh baba.it's ok"i whisperred in her ear and kissed her forehead.I pushed the bedroom door with my foot laying Jade on the bed while she closed the door.
"Jade what's wrong babe?"
"I'm terriefied of clownsss"she sobbered
I just kissed her lips softly tasting her sally tears before wipping the them off her face.
"Baby you should've told me.I wouldn't let them put it"i said hugging her tight.
"It's okay baba.It's gone.I'm here"i said while putting my lips over hers
Jade just answered the kiss and i was holding her tight,never wanted to let her go.
"I love you"she said while her tears were completely dry.
"I love you too"
We both kiss with so much passion that drove Jade crazy as I kissed ker cheek once again.
I was about to open the door when she called my name.I turned back to feel her last warm hug as my eyes got wet.I couldn't love anyone as much as i love this angel.
"Go to sleep,baba.It's late"i smiled once again leaving the room

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