Eternity's pov
I just finished picking up Alicia and my mini me to go to olive garden. And then I seen Trey so I was like who is he here with I walked as fast as I could over to the Booth to see some red headed hoe suckin his d*** my eyes started to well up I knew that I couldn't trust him. Every one of my friends warned me but I didn't listen I told Alicia my situation she told Sahara that she would have to take her another time because I didn't feel good. I went home and saw him standing in the kitchen I started to run to my car but he ran and caught me and took me back inside. I refuse to cry in front of him he doesn't control me. So he was like just give me a minute and knowing me I agreed. He started doing the classic I wasn't my fault she forced me move and then he told me I mean the world to him. But I didn't have an ear to lend to him because thinking of it I wanted to just break down. I slapped him and dragged him out of my house by his curly hair. The same curly hair the red head was probably playing in before she started to get to work. I waited until he got off of my street. I looked up heartbreak in the Pandora box to see if anything came up I pressed the first one I saw and started to cry my little heart out.
One week later
I decided to go visit my girl shante' and she told me how her man cheated on her to I honestly thought she was gonna try to convince me to take back her sorry ass cousin. I even stopped by the trap and quitted I thought they was going to do what I trained them kill any weak niggas that try to back out but they let me go. Yes I'm still crying over that no good dirty deed doing boy but I can't help it. I let him into my heart and I never did that for anybody else so why? Why did he do this to me did he want to see me cry? Did he want to see he hurt? Did he want to f*** and duck just let me understand. I can do any and everything she can so why would he cheat on me? Was I always the side chick maybe he was going out with her and got tired of her nagging or was it the other way around. You know what forget it if I'm not good enough for him who am I worthy of?
