Ross X Mithzan

The Thinking

MAX'S POV
I went home after work that day and thought about everything. I thought about Jin and his betrayal. I thought about what Adam did to him. I thought about my sexuality. And I thought about Ross. I don't know why I felt this way. I've known Ross my whole life and I never felt like this about him before. I sat on my bed just thinking and thinking and thinking , waiting for my mind to make an answer on what to do with my future. Then I remembered how Ross and I met.
13 years ago when Max was 11 and Ross was 6
I saw him sitting on a picnic bench. He looked like he was waiting for someone. I just saw him there and went back to playing basketball with my friends. About an 3 hours past and it was turning night time. I had to go home but the boy was still waiting. I went up to him and asked "Hey, you going home kid?" "Yes I'm waiting for my mommy. She said she loved me and then she ran. I think she went to get daddy, she'll be back soon." He said. I felt sorry for him. Who would leave there kids by themselves? I thought to myself. "Follow me kid we are going to find your mom. My dad can help." He looked at me with a big toothy smile and hugged me. "Thank you Mister. Oh, um, I'm Ross but my mom calls me her little narwhal." He told me. "I'm Max" I said realising from the hug. I grabbed his hand and dragged him to my dads car and we we're together ever since.
Present day
I got off my bed and took a shower to wrap my head around everything. I went to bed and thought about how to confront Ross. I need to tell him. I need to tell him my feelings for him.