I can't tell you how much I hate you
Right now.
You've taken my future away from me,
from the moment that I met you,
I knew that we would be sworn enemies.
I cried so many tears at the beginning.
But then I started to challenge you.
I started a war.
I wanted to live, see the world, have a family.
But that all disappeared the day that I heard your name.
Every day, there is the thought of you. Taking, robbing what once was mine. I had friends who would have been there for me. I had a family who didn't watch me with careful eyes.
When I realised how to destroy your efforts, you...you killed him.
I have nothing now.
Nothing to lose. You win.
Is that what you wanted?
No, nothing is ever good enough for you, is it?
I sit waiting for you to have mercy on me.
I know one day you will.
You will take to much and kill yourself in the process.
Who wins then?
All I want to know is, why me?
I could have done so much with the life before and after you.
However I wonder if I would have found myself.
If I had not met you.
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Before I Say Goodbye
General FictionJess was only eighteen when she was diagnosed with the cancer. She did not realise that the days of living her life was being cut short. She never realised how much she had missed out on and a workaholic turned into a party craved animal with no con...
