I want to be
As empty as my stomach
I just want to
Fly far away
I want to see
The marks on my skin
Fade away
Simply to be remade
I want to ask you
How many of these scars
You think are mine
And how many were you
I want to see
The numbers go down
See the sizes melt away
Until I'm left with a zero
I want to forget
The secrets whispered
Between my throat
And my fingers
I want you
To confront me on my lies
Tell me I'm ruining my life
So I can go ruin is some more