Wild Hearts

1.4

The wait to 8 was dragging on, like it was never going to get here. At about 2:30 I grabbed my Keyes and started driving. It gives me time to think and figure things out.

Why did he lie to me? Well he didn't technology lie, but why didn't he tell me? Why do I care so much? He wasn't anything special to me.

Did his family know i didn't know? Did he just assume I knew? Why didn't I know? Why didn't he want me to know?

As all the questions ran though my head when the morning when he was singing filled my thoughts. Was it a new song? Is that why he freaked out so much? Did he not want me to leak the song to the world or didn't want me to know about his life? I really don't know the question to any of the answers going threw my head, but I kept thinking of more.

At 7:30 I was still in the road so I called Adam to tell him I would pick him up. His house wasn't far from where I was so it only took me about 2 minutes to get there.

He was standing on the side walk waiting. He was wearing a white v- neck with red pants and white vans (DAMN ADAM, BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE WHITE VANS!!!). He jumped into my car and smelt of weed already.

" Holy shit Adam roll a window down you already reek." I said coughing. Even though I smoke it doesn't mean I like the smell, I like the way it makes me feel. He laughed and rubbed his blood shot eyes.

" We're you driving again?" He asked an hour later. His high was coming down and we were only half way to this party. I nodded not taking my eyes off the road.

The radio filled the silence when no body talked. I think Adam could tell I wasn't really in the talking mood today.

Everything was great until R5 came in the radio, not Pass Me By this time but (I Can't) Forget About You. I quickly turned the radio off not wanting to risk it coming back on. I could see Adam look at me in the corner of his eye, he kinda have me a sad look.

We were about there when Adam brought Ross up. " He wasn't very happy when I told him you left." He said out of no where. "Who?" I asked acting stupid. Adam role his eyes. " You know who," he said "he kinda freaked out actually. He ran out the door after you."

I parked the car and looked over at him. "Sucks for him I was already gone." He mumbled something as we walked up to the door. " What? If you have something to say say it to my face." I said bluntly. " I said "that's because you ran. You always run". "