What he wants, HE GETS ! ON HOLD

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Bea's POV

  I slightly open my eyes. napangiwi ako upon feeing the pain..  ang sakit ng katawan ko!  I slowly walk to the washroom. I look at myself in the mirror at bigla nalang akong naawa sa sari ko. omg! 

 I was just abused! bruises are all over my breast and they're turning black now. ! I touch my lips, there's a cut on the lower part.!  I clinch my fist damn him! he's nothing but an asshole! a monster! im right of not telling him about ARt! he's insane, he doesn't deserve my child! a psycho!  ayokong makilala niya ang anak ko para pagkatapos ay bigla nalang magsawa at iwanan siya gaya ng ginawa niya! ayokong masaktan ang anak ko!   he can hurt me whenever he want to but not Art! 

I went straight to the bathtub , I need to clean up myself from his kisses and touch ! I don't want his touch! it's disgusting!  I lay my back and feel the warm water all over my body. good, there's still something nice here.  I wanna go home now.... coming here in the Philippines is really a bad idea! I wanna go home with Art and forget that I've meet him again!

  di ko na alam kung gaano ako katagal nakahiga roon. ramdam ko parin ang sakit sa katawan ko ... omgoshh...   pero bigla nalang akong napamulat ng marinig ang pagbukas ng pinto ...  great !so the devil is here!  bigla nalang ding bumukas ang pinto.. goosh! hindi ba pwedeng dahan dahan lang?!  I look at him emotionless and close my eyes again.. 

" bea... im- im really sorr-y bout that...I didn't mean too"  I didn't talk.... like ... talk to my hand idiot!  " Bea'  I didn't bother to open my eyes.. 

"Bea!" he hissed ! you answer me whenever i'm talking to you!"  I opened my eyes.  '

 oh .. okay " I can even hear the sarcasm in my voice.. damn him! siya nalang palagi ang may karapatang magalit pagkatapos ng ginawa niya sakin!  he's such a jerk!

 umiling lang ito and started to walk out...  " why don't you just let me go ! I don't love you! you're nothing but an stupid asshole who thinks he's god!:"' I screamed at him..

 di ko na napigilan ang emosyon ko... I wanna rip his pretty face !  dahan dahan itong lumingon.... I saw his fist clinch !  oh shit

!  " what?! youre gonna hurt me again huh! "  sa isang iglap nasa tabi ko na siya ! he grabbed my arms up and hold my chin tightly !  I can hear his teeth gritting , ang mga mata nito , kung nakakamatay lang siguru kanina pa ako patay!  

 " whY! you miss your lover huh ! " bulyaw niya sakin at lalo pang humihigpit ang hawak nito sa braso ko  napangiwi ako sa sakit!    I look directly in his eyes, 

" yeah.... I missed him so much and im dying to be with him again! and forget that I've ever meet you!"  hinaklit niya ako pataas nang tub.. nag- aapoy ang mga mata nito!

 "' well.. you should have said bye bye to him awhile back! cause you will never see him again! ill kill him before he'll get you back from me! keep that In your mind!