Chapter 5

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Okay so before I start this chapter I have to say something- RIP JIMMY 🐠 SWIM FAR (5 and a half days 2/26/16)

And the picture (above) is the bracelet that's Caitlin's wearing

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ZACH'S POV

I see her 'new phone who dis' bracelet along with my website. She's a fan and I knew it before I walked into the room. I don't really care if she's a fan or not because I want someone that will love me and my fans. Not just someone for the fame then leaving me for someone more famous than me because I got them there. Sometimes, it's hard to tell who's playing me and who's not. I know that's she's a fan so I know that she knows about what I do and she an support me with this if we do make it in the long run but if she wasn't, I wouldn't be so sure about how it could work because I don't want someone to think that I'm weird for taking to people around the world throughout my iPad, thousands of people at a time. No take backs. As soon as I say it, thousands of people WILL hear it. So I can't fuck anything up. Along with following younows guidelines: like who the fuck wants to be in their shirt all the time, if you're a boy, because sometimes you get hot but it should be that you can't show body parts that's not meant to be shown but you're allowed to be shirtless (if you're a guy) or in a bikini. (if it covers everything) Like we're not trying to be rude but yeah. When you're thinking about my supporters, you would think "their only his fan because he's hot and he does nothing," no. I do so fucking much people don't understand. I listen to the fans when they comment. When they tip or subscribe, I thank them. I got wax strips and waxed my ass on broadcast not showing my ass of course, and then a few days later, getting my eyebrows done by my mom and doing Rays legs with was horrible to touch.

I smile at her. Knowing I have fans around where I live is amazing. I started younow and now look at me, almost a million supporters, best friends, and a possible new friend (or maybe more 😏) right in front of me.


(DONT HATE ME FOR THIS)

CAITLIN'S POV

His smile just made my cold heart melt. All I want to do right now is jump into his arms and tell him how perfect his is, but I can't. Sadly. I don't even know why he would want to date me so why would I even try. But still, don't take it the wrong way, I would fucking love it if he wanted to be something more than just a friend. Also on the other hand, he has thousands of girls chasing after him. I have no chance.

"Want something to drink?" I managed to get out without stuttering.

"Do you have Fiji's? If not it's okay," he said showing off his perfect teeth. Why does he have to be so perfect? No one will know the answer.

"Yeah we do," I smile. We stand up and he looks at me. His blue eyes shimmer with the mid- morning light. I lead him to the kitchen which is on the same floor that we're on. When we're in it, I open the refrigerator and grabs 2 large Fiji's. I know, luck to have them. It's actually not. I have planed out a day that me and Zach would meet and I leave at least 2 Fiji's in the refrigerator. Weird I know. Don't judge.

This day must go perfect. I have to make the best day from him just because he's the one for me. I can feel it. I can feel it pumping throughout my body screaming at me telling me-

He's the one.

I know you're like whoa chick calm down. That's my man. Calm your tits down. I know I'm being really dramatic about it, but this is the way I felt to him when he was younger and his voice was so soft and you could hear his voice cracking.

I hand one to him and crack open the water, but I leave it on.

"Hey Zach do you want to go watch a movie?" I ask immediately biting my lip after saying it. This is how you planed it, this is how it will go.

ZACH'S POV

She has the fucking huge ass house. I'm not really sure why we've never met but she seems cool. I nod my head and take a sip of the water she gave me. I love Fiji water. Someday, I'm going. I don't know when or with who, but I'm going. She guides me to stairs and we walk down them. Okay so this is the other staid case. No wonder she's fit! She has to climb like the fucking Empire State Building to get to her room and to get food or watch tv. Damn. Like I have one set of stairs. We walk down them and when I look around, I see a big ass tv, dark leather couch, a pool table, a ping pong table on the other side, a workout set (A/N yiu push it and it has weights) and most importantly: the nerf guns in the corner. (A/N okay so this is like my cousins downstairs so that's how I came up with it 😏)

She smiles at me and I give her a smile back. We sit on the couch and she hooks up her computer up to it. "What would you like to watch? From like YouTube or Netflix or we can watch something from my phone I don't know," she said looking at me with her fingers ready to type.

"Let's listen to music and talk," I smile. I want to get to know her better. She seems really night. I don't want to get to close to someone who would just be using me for the fame. And that's what scares me the most.

She nods and turns on her music and the first song that comes on is best night ever. She starts blushing when she see me smiling. "Don't worry, I like this song too." I say with a smile creeping onto my face. Her blush shortly fades and she looks at me.

"Why me?" She says. I'm sorta confused.

"What do you mean?" I respond looking at her concerned.

"Why'd you follow me, when there's almost a million people out there, better than me, prettier than me, better at everything than me?" She says with tears threatened to spill out. "I'm not perfect I'm not as beautiful as any of your other fans. There's no way that you really do feel this way to me. You just probably got dared to and fount me. Like most guys," she says with tears slipping down her face onto her shirt. This is the first time I noticed her nails. She has the fake nails that are shaped to a point and are nude. Their really pretty. Just like her.

"I choose you because you're everything that you said you're not. You're beautiful. And this wasn't a dare. You know Ray, Ty or the rest of the guys would act like that," I go closer to her. "And I can't do anything like that to someone as Beautiful as you." I don't know how my body let itself without me knowing start leaning in. I can't stop it. It's like it's meant to happen. She starts leaning in and now we're centimeters apart. We both close our eyes and then something I didn't know that was going to happen this fast happened.




I kissed her.




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😊😊 PLEASE DONT KILL ME!!

So I done a 3x as long chapter than normal because I wanted to.

DID YOU HEAR ABOUT ZACHS NEW FISH THEIR SO CUTE

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