Diary of a Suicidal Emo

Day 1

Dear Diary,
Hi my name is Daniel Kyles and this is stupid. My mom thought it would easier to express my feeling in this stupid book. I think it's stupid but I guess it's best just to try instead of arguing with her. It's best to make her happy I suppose. So I guess this is my entry for today... Bye then.

I put the pen down and look out the window. "This is so stupid" I say to myself , leaning back in my chair. I stare up at the ceiling, pondering why I'm even doing this.  I glance to my right, spotting a picture of me and my older sister. "Oh right..." I say as I take the picture into my hands. "I promised you I'd try to survive this...it's hard...and I miss you" I say as I put it up to my face, trying not to let my tears show. I remember when she died in a car crash 2 years ago. How could I forget...I was there.
My mom had called me down for dinner, though she knows I won't eat anything. I sit there at the table as my mom and my aunt start talking non-stop. My aunt is a short,skinny blonde haired women who wears so much make-up it could cover a cow. She always has something sparkly on her clothes or wearing something bright pink, which sickens me to the very core. I look outside the window watching rain hit hard on the glass, listening to the loud thunder that shakes the house. I let out a sigh and stand up quickly "I'm sorry to interrupt Aunt Lindsey but I'm going to back to my room if you need me" I say in a low tone. I quickly dash upstairs with my head down before anyone could tell me otherwise. I slam my door shut with my back against the door, sliding down it all the way to the floor. I get up and flop onto my bed, burying my face into my pillow. I slowly start to close my eyes, listening to the hard rain and thunder, pulling me into a deep sleep.