Diary of a Suicidal Emo

Am I Just Insane?

I suddenly woke from what seemed to be a nightmare with Micky in my arms, trying to guess the password to my phone. I take my phone from the short brunette, earning a pout and a slight huff from her. After Micky decided to get off of me I sat up, holding my head to cease the sudden sharp pain, like a hot needle going straight through my brain. I tried to bare it and stood up, only to just fall back down again. I place my head in my hands and wait for the pain to ease before trying again, only this time I succeed. I look down at the floor to see Tyler staring at Sage, who seemed to be booping Yao and Feliciano's heads whenever they tried to move.

Tyler patted the floor beside him, wanting Daniel to sit next him. "You were acting weird while you were asleep..." said Tyler quietly as he picked up Sage, "You were kicking and talking to yourself...is everything okay?" While picking up Feliciano and Yao, I slowly shake my head no. I knew there was no point of lying since he'll end up prying it out of me later.

I explained everything that happened in my dream, explaining every last excruciating detail. He sat there thinking, slowly petting Sage on her tiny head. "I'm not sure how to respond to that honestly...I've heard many weird dreams but that's the weirdest one I've ever heard...some things just doesn't connect" he says lowly, still petting Sage but a little harsher, making her mew out and squirm out of his hands. He sat there silently, staring down at the floor. I give him a weird look then stood up, heading for the kitchen to get some medicine for my head.

I entered the kitchen to see Aeryn making some tea and by the smell, it was Earl Grey. He looks at me and smiles, "Would you like some tea?" he asks. I nod and sit down at the kitchen table, placing my elbows on the table and my forehead on my hands. Aeryn quickly came over, putting the cup of tea in front of me and sat next to me. "Hey, are you okay?" he puts his hand on my shoulder hesitantly. I flinch at his touch but soon ease, "Yea...I'm fine, I just didn't sleep well, that's all..." He gives me a serious look, he always can figure out when I'm lying but I'm just hoping now isn't one of the times he can tell. He leans forward a bit, his arms crossed on the table, "You know you can always tell me if something's bothering you, you can trust me..." he says softly. I sigh and look down at my tea, explaining what happened in my dream. He stared at me for a few minutes, not saying a single word, then he stood up and walked out of the room.

I took the medicine and finished my tea before going back in the living room where I find Tyler and Micky sitting on the floor. Micky was looking down at Yao and Feliciano, holding their front paws on her index fingers while Tyler had Sage placed on his head, asleep. Tyler looked up at me and gave me a small smile, "I might have figured out what it means...but I'm not entirely sure what it all means and I'm not sure you'll like it..."

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I'm leaving it at that because who doesn't like suspense! I'll have the next part done soon.

The song is Don't You Dare Forget The Sun by Get Scared