Diary of a Suicidal Emo

Day 5 (.0.)

She cupped my face with her hands and kissed my lips, making me blush brightly. Micky pulls away and smiles at me before squishing my face. "Squishy!~" she says kind of loudly. I chuckle and grab her hand, kissing the top of it gentle. I feel her pat my head. "That'll do my prince that'll do!~" she says in a sing-song voice before giggling and winking at me, walking back to her house.

I lay on my bed thinking over what happened, making me smile widely just at the thought. Covering my face with my pillow I start to giggle like a school girl. I know pathetic right? Anyways, I slide off my bed and crawled to my desk. I snatch the notebook off the desk and sit in the middle of the floor.

Dear Diary,
I actually have a real connection with someone. I know I have my mom but she's usually at work so I never really felt close to her. I just hope today, won't change mine and Micky's relationship tomorrow...well in a bad way I mean...whatever...peace bruh

I lay on the floor and close my eyes, resting my thoughts for a little while. Suddenly I feel something hit me in the stomach. I open my eyes to see a small rock with a note tied to it with a fancy(ish) type of black ribbon. I go over to my open window and look out, finding no one to be the owner of this...message? I undid the ribbon an opened the paper to see a small note written on it in fancy writing that says 'I know this seems stupid but...will you please go out with me? ~Mouse'. Sirens sound in the background as I repeat me answer over and over again, making sure I don't forget to tell her tomorrow. I hear the sirens getting closer, the sirens of an ambulance rushing to whomever might be hurt. I look out the window again to see them rush past the house from the schools direction and down the road to my mothers work. Panic-stricken, I rush downstairs to follow the sirens, hoping that it's not her.

I finally reach a wreckage with multiple cars collided together. What I saw horrified me, reminding what happened so many years ago. Her car was one of them, in the middle of the whole thing. I saw her ring away from the wreckage, how was beyond me. Picking it up, I clutch it close to my chest and fall onto my knees, tears streaming down my face.
Not this again...
Please...no more...
Why me?....

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Um hi guys...I know I shouldn't have made it such a depressing chapter but I didn't want it to be short...and also it just reminds me of when my cousins got in a car wreck only a few feet away from our home....but anyways thank you for reading and I hope to see you guys...in the next part...