Somebody To Love

Bitter.

I woke up in Justin's arms still, I got up and went and brushed my teeth and then decided to take a shower and go put on some clothes.

I take a shower and go watch some TV, I was happy that I was going back home and could spend time with Justin.

I think it was a great time for me and Justin to bond and get to know eachother better and see if how we could do by living with eachother.

I remembered that Acacia and Za were going to be leaving with us to tonight also so they would be staying with Justin and I.

I didn't really know how to feel about them staying over, I didn't mind but then again I did. I wanted to spend some time with my boyfriend.

After watching TV for awhile justin still wasn't waking up so I went to Acacia's and Za's room. I knocked and then the door came open.

They looked at me suprisingly like I was an alien or something. "What's wrong with y'all?" "What happened between you and justin?" "God y'all are nosey" "Well did y'all makeup?"

"Yeah" "Any makeup sex?" "Nah"

They looked at me both for a little while and then they said "EXPLAIN EVERYTHING!" I sighed heavily and then said "He came and tryed to apologize but it didn't work the first time, I got really mad and started swinging and then he calmed me down and then told me everything on how she kissed him but he was about to pull away"

Lil Za looked at me and then said "That's all he said?" "Yeah? Why?" "Alfredo payed that girl to do that to him" "HE DID?!" I yelled, I was infuriated. I clenched my fists and acacia rubbed my back and told me to calm down.

I got up and opened the door and they yelled at me and started walking with me I heard them say "Don't do it acacia!" But it was too late I already knocked on the door and as soon as I did I was cussing Alfredo out.

"YOU'RE REALLY FUCKING BITTER AND FAKE! YOU WANNA GET RID OF ME BY PAYING SOMEBODY TO KISS MY BOYFRIEND?! YOU ARE LOW, I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE THAT LOW!" Anger and hate filled my eyes, the next thing I know I was being pulled away and Alfredo was on the ground.

All I could see was red, I was so mad. I couldn't believe he would do some shit like that to me. I thought he was my friend? Wow?! Angry tears were running down my face. Za went up to me and Justin's room and knocked on the door.

He said "Babe what happened?! Why is she crying?!" I got out of Alfredo's grip and ran into the room and said "You better get your fucking friend before I beat the living shit out of him!"

"Woah, woah, woah, what happened?!" "That girl that kissed you at the club last night, yeah he payed her to do that!" "He fucking did? Oh hell no we have a problem!" He grabbed my hand and we were headed to his room we were gonna confront him on that little stunt he just pulled.

We finally got to his room and Justin knocked with some authority, like he never knocked on anything before! We looked through the peephole and saw that Alfredo was in there, Justin said "Come on out, you wanna destroy my relationship! Face your problems like a man!" Alfredo never came to the door, figures.

We waited for another 10 minutes and then we all went back to me and Justin's room, Justin was shaking. He was very angry, I started to get a headache I took something for it and layed down and drifted off to sleep just to wake up again and have to fix shit out.