Somebody To Love

Party.

I wake up the next morning and look at the clock it reads, 6:30. I'm always waking up early for some reason. I tiptoe out of the bed and go and take a shower.

After I get out of the shower, I go an get some new clothes on. I go to Acacia and Za's room and there still sleep also. I'm guessing I was the only one in the house awake.

As the nice person I am I go and walk downstairs and go fix some "Welcome Back Home Breakfast" I cook eggs, bacon, grits, toast, pancakes and waffles.

I fixed a variety of things because I really didn't know what everyone liked, I heard tons of footsteps come downstairs it was Justin, Acacia and Za.

Za came and said "Damnnn, what's that smell?" "My cooking, you like?" "Hell yeah I'm hungry" I chuckled as Za rubbed his stomach.

All 3 of them fixed there own plates and we a sat at the table and started eating, I'm guessing the food was so good that that is all they wanted to focus on because nobody said a word, just eating. I was proud of myself.

After everyone finished eating, we went into the theater to watch the movie, as soon as we came in I smiled at the memories that happened here also.

We put in "The Conjuring", it was a pretty scary movie and I really didn't enjoy them so much. So I sat really close by Justin. He wrapped his arms around me and every time a scary part came I would scream and then put my face into his chest.

Whenever I was in Justin's arm or with Justin, I always felt safe for some reason. I don't know what it was.

After the movie was over we got out and Acacia said "We should host a party today!" Everyone cheered and said "Sure" it sounded fun to me.

I went up to my room and went to find something cute for me to wear at this party, I wanted to look good at this party.

Acacia and Za went out and got some items for the party, we had to go allll out because we were coming back home.

I looked and saw Justin had picked something out for me, it was a tight black party dress. I tryed it on, it looked so sexy on me. I let Justin see it and his jaw dropped on how stunning I looked.

He was sitting up on the edge of the bed looking. After drooling over me for like 10 minutes straight he finally said "Dang, you look good baby?" He gestured for me to come towards him and I did.

As soon as I came towards him he pulled my hips to get closer to him and he kissed me roughly I kissed back and realized I would be messing up the dress so I stopped.

After awhile Za and Acacia came back with chips, dip, drinks and some other stuff. I only had 2 hours left to get dressed so I took a shower and started on my hair.

I decided to do some loose curls and add on just a little bit of eyeliner and mascara, nothing really serious though.

After I was done, it was time people started to come in. Guys and girls, the music started blasting, people were dancing it was like a club.

Most of the girls that were coming in were dressing so slutty, wow. I could already tell they were doing that for Justin. But, he was mine and I wasn't about to share.

I looked around and the air was thick with smoke and alcohol. But what did you expect when it came to these party's though?

I danced for a little while and then took some pictures with some girls that came just so they could come and meet me and Justin.

After awhile I was so done with this party, it was getting out of control it was like I was reliving project x. I could not deal with this mess, I had to go somewhere.

I go in me and Justins room and sit down on the bed and go look at some TV for a little while hoping that the party would end.

I seem a drunk justin come in and he says "Hey babeeee" his worlds were slurred. He started to kiss on my neck roughly and I wasn't having it. "Justin, your drunk. Go lay down somewhere!" "No" I heard the door close.

30 minutes had passed by and I got up and decided if he wanted to go lay down he would be sleeping by himself tonight because I was not about to be dealing with that.

I walked and got my stuff and went in the guest room, as soon as I opened the door I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

Justin was having sex with another girl. They didn't hear me when I came in I coughed and Justin immedeatly pulled out of her.

I ran out of the room and ran downstairs and ran out of the house. I passed by Acacia and Za and they ran after me I went behind the house towards a tree and cried and cried and cried.

I felt Acacia rubbing my back saying "Let it out girl, let it alllll out" and I did, I cried for atleast an hour. He really had broke my heart, this time there was no excuse.

After I was done Acacia and Za sat beside me and asked "What's wrong?" "I caught Justin..." "I caught..." I couldn't get the words out. "YOU CAUGHT WHAT?!" they screamed. "I caught him having sex with another girl"

There jaws both dropped with a look like 'How could he do that to you?' "If it makes you feel better, me and you could go get us a little apartment" "Yeah, I have to get away for a little while"

I didn't realize the party was over until I got up and the I came in and the house was really quiet. I heard someone crying, it was Justin. I came in and he was sitting on the bed crying.

I looked at him in disgust, why would he by crying? He's not hurting, he hurt me! I should be the one crying. I was more than hurt, I was torn.

I got my stuff and started packing he grabbed me and said "What are you doing? Where are you going?" "AWAY!" "Why? Can't we talk this out?" "NO WE CAN'T! YOU HURT ME AND YOU THINK WE'RE GONNA TALK AND THIS WILL BE RESOLVED NO?! JUSTIN DREW BIEBER I AM DONE WITH YOU. GOODBYE!"

I packed my stuff and grabbed my suitcases and headed out, Acacia had already rented us a little space out for us so we could stay down for a while. Just to get away from everything that is happening.

I got in the car and watched the driver put my stuff in the trunk, I started crying as we drove away from the house. Justin was my everything and I thought I was his, I guess I was mistaken.

After all my crying I looked and saw that we were at our place I grabbed my suitcase into the apartment and then went straight to the bed and cried in my pillow.

I never thought I would love and make so many memories with a person and then they go behind my back and do something that dirty to me.

I was bitter, hurt, angry, tired, depressed. All these emotions, I wish I could just start this day over and tell acacia to not have the party.

At first, I was thinking that this was all Acacia's fault but how? We could have had the party but Justin didnt have to go have sex with another girl.

I snapped out of my thoughts and cried myself to sleep.

The sad thing is, I would have to see him somewhere again. He was already blowing my phone up, I just ignored the text messages. Now, it was time for me to move ON.