I'll Try Not To Hurt You

Chapter 1

Ok my name is Sabastian some people call me fallen let's go back 2 years ago my first seris relationship her name was Bryce she was beautiful. The first time I saw her is when she came to my front door and asked me if I had any change so she could get a 50cent soda from the vending machine up the road. I reasontly moved to saint gorege Utah from Colorado in the summer so I was new and I just started the 7h grade I saw her in the halls she was a year ahead of me. I didn't start liking her till I slep with her at my friend's house my friends sisters wer having a sleep over and her friends took all the beds and I was on the couch my friend disited he wanted some coffee so he walked to the local maverick. Bryce didn't have anywhere to sleep besides the flour it was a dirty house so I got off the couch and lifted her up on to it and she woke up and woke me up and asked if I wanted to sleep with her I asked if she was Sher she said it was fine so I did. The next morning my friend sees her on top of me and he wakes me up and asked if I got laid and no I didn't I am a romantic guy it was pretty Romantic that night but we just slep extremely close to each other by close I mean on top of me.
So after she woke up I asked her how she sleped and she said good she got off of me and said she had to go her house is only 5 doors down and by the time she left my friends sisters already knew that she slep on me so she told like everyone it was inbarising for her and for me I felt bad cause all the guys wer pating my back saying good job for getting laid and people wer asking if it was fun or not or how big her boobs are even know I kep saying we didn't do anything I just blew them all off but I couldnt help but notice how much it was effecting her I walked over and asked her out and she said yes I held her hand and huged her everybody just looked in confusion. Bryce and I got called down to the office cause apparently a teacher over herd students talking about us so they called us in and they asked us a few questions and we answered and then he asked "Did u to have sex together" we answered strongly "No" and he said ok and we went back to our classes. Me and Bryce did everything together there wasn't a day we didn't see each other face to face like a real realationship not like these stupid freken texting crap realationships there worthless if u can't have a good strong hour talk your realationships arnt gonna last I've had so many go that direction and yah no what there gone. Bryce and I started kissing and making out regularly about the 3erd week in and we had sleep overs planed where she said she is having a sleep over with my friend sister and I say I'm having a sleep over with my friend but really it was just me and Bryce walking all around the city all night long. 6 months into the relationship she was talking about her mom moving to Idaho and she being forced to come in with and I begged her not to go but she did and she's gone we text every once in awhile when were both having a bad time we will call or text but now she blocked me because she told me she loves me to much she can't have another realationship without thinking about me and I'm sorry future or past ex's I can't stop thinking about her eather and that's why I date then brake up date then brake up and I'll go thru 50-100 girls a school year cause I'm trying to find the girl to replace Bryce but I can't I'm a guy that never crys unless its a death or crazy bad news and I've cryed alot this past year and a half cause of her. My latest relation ship Emily I broke up with her this time I've never dated a girl like Emily she is smart but fearfull we always text bit never really got to hang out and that's what I want I need the attention i wasn't getting any till I broke up with her then I saw that she was sad and depressed and stuff and I say the attention I saw the care then we got back together and it was the same realationship we could only talk for about 10 minutes without her friends popen up and when we did talk for longer perids it was just me taking I guess I need a girl who can be nice talketive and won't be afraid the say shut up when she wanted to talk but that's it for chapter 1 hope u guys liked see you on chapter 2 now that we are caught up this should get fun and not as depressing fast bye :)