angies pov
Harry guides me into a cabin to "get a room" as every one suggested.
Honestly im scared.
I haven't made love since.... I cant even think about that thing right now.
Harry sits me on the bed. He sees me shaking. "Babbygirl whats wrong?" i look down "harry im scared, its been awhile and the last time......im just scared" harry smiles and bits his lip "its okay princess. Ill go slow. Sip this"
i take a swig and lay back on the bed as harry kisses my body. I feel like i have ptsd. I get a flash of the last time i was with someone.
Zayn.
It was all lies.
I grab harry "i cant do this right now harry." harry grabs me tighter. "Just give it a one more try hunny. Ive missed you"
i take another swig and try and relax.
Harry caressing and swaying with me. The flash backs come again.
"Harry slap me" he looks shocked "what do you mean love. I cant do that." "harry ive been bad and i need to be punished" he smerks at me. Every time i have a flashback the roughness pushes it away.
I could get use to this. And judging from how into this harry is it might help in the forgiving process.
After we cuddle and kiss in the candles being as gentle as can be.
sams pov
the next morning i woke up in a daze.
wakig up next to louis seems so unreal. i signed.
i quietly got out of bed finding my clothes, scattered all over the small cabin room.
i quickly put them on and snuck out of the room leaving.
When i went outside daryl was there.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkk.
i put my hands threw my hair throwing it up in a twist bun.
I walked over near the fire pit, grabbing sticks and whatever i could find to start the fire again.
I could feel Daryls eyes on me. I felt awkward. I hated this.
I turned on my heel and went on the outskirts of the woods to pick up any sticks.
I heard some leafs ruffling. I dropped what I had in my hands and went to grab my knife.
FUCK ITS NOT THERE.
I started to move back, ready to yell for Daryl.
"Its just me.." I was reliefed when I heard the irish accent, but that only lasted a second.
"Yah realy smart Niall" I went back over to my sticks to pick them up. I started to head back to camp.
"Wait...." Niall said above a whisper.
I rolled my eyes.
I turned around to look at him, sticking my hip out clearly i dont have time for this even tho i had all the time in the world.
"I want to apologize...." I let out a laugh.
"Im sorry for last night, I was out of hand.. I was really drunk and I know that dont make it an excuse but... Im sorry"
I rolled my eyes sooo much.
"Whatever Niall," I went to turn around but he grabbed ahold of me.
"Let go of me."
But he didnt.
so i said it again "Let go of me!" but i said it louder.
"You heard her." The deep voice made us both look back.
Daryl.
Niall let go of me, stomping past me and daryl.
I followed shortly after.
This is a fucked up morning already.
angies pov
I wake up smelling harry. It makes my toes curl. I push his hair away from his face and give him an eskimo kiss. He grabs me tight.
After some cuddles he carries me outside where everyone is chatting and preparing for the day. All the chatter stops when we see niall b linging to us.
I grab my cruthes and handicap charge towards him. "Stop right there niall" he stops and looks down. "I came here to apologize to you all. I was really drunk last night and im sorry i hurt you all"
i laugh "soo you think u can just waltz up and apologize and we will all forgive you. You said some pretty shitty things last night. You made bryan cry"
he steps towards me and i crutch back "ang he didnt desurve that i know how much brian means to you and im sorry" i snap "you got that right but You know what im really pissed off about mr. Niall. You.mentioning your best fucking friend last night. Im glad sam broke your stupid fucking glasses he gave you. No wonder you flipped last night. Your just like him"
rick comes between us "look you two lets just calm down. How many living people do we know? We need to stick together no matter how mad we get at each other. All im saying is lets just take a breather"
i roll my eyes and crutch back towards harry... Im not letting this go just yet...
I sit next to harry in a hough. "Gosh niall makes me soo mad!!" harry grabs my hand "what did he mean by i know how much brain means to you?"
uhg i can even right now "nothing he just know i love brians music and brian was there for me while i was looking for you" harry looks down.
"And how exactly was he there for you?" I lift his chin up to my eyes with my fingers.
"look i know we have a lot to work on in our relationship and its not going to be the easiest to trust me after everything we have been through but me and brian has been and allways will be just friends"
harry puts his hand on my back and smiles.
Gosh what kind of morning is this?
sams pov
We all ate silent. angie was near harry, i was so happy for her to finally have him again. being with harry for that long was driving me insane.
I smiled at them as there love was glowing off there skin.
I sighed tho, what the fck was i doing with my love?? Why do i feel this way, i should be happy that im back with louis, i mean i am but everything just feels..... different.
I looked up and my eye cought daryl. He was leaning agenst a tree eating whatever we were eating. He looked so good. Wait Sam stop thinking this shit.
I sighed again.
I was getting sick of my own thoughts i need to do something to get my mind off all these..... boys.
"We need to explore around here, see what we can pick up." Rick started to say. I was glad Rick was back and running things. better than niall. better than anyone. oh my god why am i being soo annoyed by everyone.
"Hey." I jumped i didnt know anyone sat next to me.
It was carl.
Thank god.
"Sup?"
"Missed you hope you know that," Carl begain. I let out a small laugh.
"Missed you too kid" As i ruffled his hair.
Everyone was getting ready to explore the campground. It was Louis, Rick, Daryl and Carl coming. Harry decided to stay back with Angie.
I sat on the picnic table.
"Be careful out there, I lost you once im not doing it again." Louis british voice making me turn to him.
"Im not going anywhere." I replyed honest. He grabbed my hand and i squeezed.
"Lets go" Rick started to say as daryl and carl stood behind him, ready to take on this fucked up morning.
