SPECIAL REQUEST FROM ELEANOR ! THANK YOU FOR WAIT AND REQUEST THIS ! HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS EVEN IDK WHAT IT IS LOL :DDDDDDDD
P/s babe, im sorry. I will try to improve ny english.
Eleanor , Sarra and Junhoe is bestfriend since 5y/o . ( i just relized that most of my story has bestfriend :'D ) Eleanor admitted that she had a crush on him. But she never had any courage to tell him.
Three of you had a group discussion for your college's works. Eleanor took a seat infront of Junhoe and he sat beside Sarra. she ordered the same drink for three of them. Orange juice.
The discussion began and good thing is she still can focus even her crush is infront. Junhoe really did well as a group leader. He gave all of his idea and his best. But we only got a chance to see this when it came to work, if not, dont expect much from this guy.
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ELEANOR POV
End of discussion, we had some talks. I took the opportunity to discover his face. His jawline is the main factor why i like this guy. His husky voice, and the way he smile... i wish that you're Goo Junhoe.
I took a sip of my drink just to control my feels. He look like he dont even see me infront of him. His eyes always on Sarra. Yeah... maybe because Sarra know him 3month earlier than me.
I was shocked to see Junhoe wipe her lips with his hand. Duhh ! It just orange juice ! Why need to do that !
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Our group got the highest marks. And yeah well thanks to our talented leader. I went to both of them to celebrate it but too bad i saw them hugged and congrats each other. ( did i type congrats right? Cause i dont think yes )
It was already one week and i didnt think to contact any of them. The past one month, they look like they dont want me to be there with them especially Junhoe.
Im not sure if it is girl problem cause they are really sensitive but im really hurt when they treat me like this.
I was laying on my bed just untill my mom called me.
"lea, you friend is down there. He ask to take you out"
"Who"
"I think Junhoe"
"Emmm and Sarra ?"
"Nope. Sarra not here"
"Okay ! Give me 5 minutes! "
I was so happy to hear that she didnt came. I must be crazy if i said that i didnt get jealous on her. But yeah she's my friend and i dont like to hate them.
i just wore a plain tshirt with black jacket. And long denim to complete it. I ran downstairs and saw a smile that i really miss. I replied back and went to Junhoe.
"We will be back before 9." Junhoe said to my mom.
I took my black converse to complete my style for today date. OPPS.
We went for a walk at our usual place. We stopped infront of the lake and sat on one of the bench.
"Lea." He called me but i didnt answered. I just look in his eyes.
"why you didnt talk much like usual?"
"For fun" i answered and laughed.
"Well... actually i... i... i..."
"I WHAT?"
"i will go to china with Sarra."
"Ouh.. WAIT. YOU WHAT ?!"
"im sorry. No. we're sorry for this. Last two month, we sign up to study overboard to China and Japan. And we got China. We didnt ask you cause we think that your mom will not allowed you."
"Lame reason. If both of you dont like me just say it. I will go farrrrrr away from you guys." I stood up and began to walk but Junhoe caught my wrist.
"Please. We're sorry"
"Sorry isnt enough. Okay listen since i will go away farrrrrrr from you so listen. We know each other since 5! Middle school, high school even in the same collage! Who do you think i am ? Im also a person who have heart and feels. For past a month you and Sarra keep avoid me and now i know why. Dont you know how hard am i had to control my feels to you ?! I like you and wait for you like a dumb but this what i get ?"
"You what ?"
"Im what ?"
"You said you like me ?"
Your eyes turn big when you relised about it.
"N-no im not."
"Okay what ever but listen to me now. This is the second thing that i want to tell. My flight is today on 8. and Sarra didnt came cause pack her thing. About your feels, please forget it. I will never has any feels for you either love you. I love Sarra. And i think to start my new life with her there."
And a bit more words, he left me behind. With tears.
