Vocalising Desires: AMPLIFIED (Vocaloid)

Chapter 9: Stuck With Me (Part 2)

-Len's POV-

I'm not part of your elite

I'm just alright

Class structures waving colours bleeding from my throat

Not subservient to you

I'm just alright

Down classed by the powers that be give me less of hope

Cast out...Buried in a hole

Struck down...Forcing me to fall

Destroyed...giving up the fight

Well, I know I'm not alright

"Len...hey, Lenny...SHOTA!" Rin shouted at me. I ignored her, not interested in going to school or breaking out of my open eyed trance. I was simply not energized enough to move from my bed, to the kitchen then to school. Rin sighed, it was pretty loud.

I'm on a mission

I've got no decision

Like a cripple running the rat race

Wish in one hand, shit in the other

And see which one gets filled first

Rin left the room and I sighed. Geek Stink Breath, the true meaning of self destruction. The song was all about methamphetamine addiction or ice addiction. Could I? No, I was not dragging myself into that deep of a hole. Well, I felt like that. I didn't care anymore, I really don't care anymore. I am through with romance and love.

"How will you stop the pain?" a foreign voice asked. The voice sounded familiar, like from the night a few weeks ago.

"I don't know" I reply thoughtlessly. Not thinking about my response.

"Drugs isn't going to help" the voice said firmly, I can almost see him. A shadow fell on his face hiding his eyes, his mouth was split into a manic grin and I saw rope hanging around his neck.

"Then what?" I ask pleading to the figure.

"You live with it" the figure answered shrugging, his smile was now almost demonic and mysterious markings grew on his face. Maybe I was going crazy.

"What if I can't?" I ask the fearful question finally.

"You will" the figure said and then I hear a loud snapping sound.

I look around and only see Rin opening my door. She looks horrified and I look down.

And there was my tie, nearly straggling me.

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-Third Person POV-

Miku was on her bed, sobbing into her pillow. She was extremely embarrassed, angry and hurt. She didn't mean to hurt Len, she was trying to protect him from Akaito and his bastard friends.

"Some...hic...protector...sniffle...I am" Miku sobbed. Her brother came home but didn't even acknowledge her presence. She knew then, she would have no support with this incident. No one would listen to her, not even Ryo who would probably believe her but what could he do? He was in another city or overseas working on his own job and needed to focus on his own passions. It would probably only worsen her situation.