White Flag [POEM]

White Flag

I assumed you are the one,

I believed we’re not just having fun,

Do you really want me to believe in you?

Or you simply want me, to fall for you?

That day we’d spent together was a mistake,

I’ve never realized that it’s all for your sake,

I didn’t even care, for it’s not your burden to bear,

But all throughout, I was just a spare.

At the back of my mind, I know one thing,

There’s still this strange, paramount feeling,

I thought this couldn’t be hard anyway,

First thing first, I still love you day by day.

You tried to reach out for me not just once

Telling everything how it all began,

How everything totally grasped its last,

But wait, are you trying to bring back the past?

I supposed it was a good indication,

Conversely, have you ever feared someone else’s emotion?

How would you take along our yesterdays?

Like everything happened just for a day?

Yes, I never doubt on my feelings,

My heart still has these meanings,

Once and for all, I was still wounded,

Ripped by your moves, I never wanted.

In the end, I am confused,

I don’t know if you don’t really want me to lose,

Nor you still love and loved me for sure,

Nor miss me for your pain to cure.

I don’t want to be hurt anymore,

Either be mistaken for a love that’s not worth,

It’s enough for me to raise my flag,

I need to surrender from your LOVE.

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