Unbearable Love (ProdxRoc)

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"Craig?" I heard my mom shouted i guess i fell asleep while i was crying

"Yeah Mom?" i shouted back

"Get down for dinner boy" she said

I quickly ran downstairs cuz I was hungry , i sat down ,my dad said a prayer before we eat,after he finished we digged in,mom made steak,mash potatoes and gravy with a green beans salad

After Dinner i helped my mom washed the dishes then went up to my room to finish my homework all i could think about was Chresanto and his "hoes" i thought it was just "us" ...I Guess you can’t spell trust without us huh?..i'm starting to have trust issues..

I finished with my homework then took a shower ,put on my pj pants and go to bed shirtless...

-Few days Later in Morning-

I had this dream where Chresanto were falling for these hoes..Wait..It's already happening 😥. I got up and went straight to the bathroom ,bathe did my hygiene then went downstairs took an apple ,ran outside got in my car and drove off to school....

I went inside and went to my locker. Chresanto was there with the same hoe...she's pissing me off ..He looked at me and smile. i just looked at him with a straight face and walked away..this nigga think its a game to him?

I hate when people mess around with my emotions. I hate that

-After school-

I walked out of the school and guess who ran up to me

"What you want ?" I said bluntly before he getting in my caR

"I want to talk you about some things babe" Chresanto said

"Don’t call me bae if you going to hand around hoes..that shit hurts me ..the fuck wrong with you" i said

He got in the car with me

"Babe..I didn’t want to blow the covers so i had to have hoes around me..remember you said this is between you and me??" he said looking at me raising one eyebrow

"Oh yeah but it hurts me when I see you all up on them Chres” i looked down

He took his index finger and lift my chin up so we could have eye contact and he kissed me with so much passion. After a while we pulled away

"I love you" he said for the first time

"I love you too" I said pecking his lip

I drove off with him home then got home,should i tell my parents..nah..i guess when the timing is right....

-Next Morning-

Its saturday ,the boys and I are going to the movies then do something like write songs and sing , i did my normal routine and put on some skinny jeans with a Ostrch tshirt and my sneakers and ran downstairs

I drove over to Jacob’s cuz they were we picking up everyone,they got in the car,we talked about girls in school and how thirsty they be. The things this boy say, I laugh through the whole car ride.

The boys came over to my house because my parents had a BBQ and since we had a pool...its like a bbq pool party ..

I was laying on a lawn chair taking a short nap. Not bothering anyone. Rayan and Jacob picked up the lawnchair with me and throw me into the water

"The hell" i said getting out the pool wiping my face

"Sorry bro " they laughed and ran away

Sorry bro? Really? thats all they could of told me?, i shooked my head

"I'll get them back" I was pissed off a bit but who cares right?

Chresanto came and sat right next to me

"Hey babe,Seeing you shirtless is a turn on" he said laughing

"I know I'm sexy" I said with a smirk

We kissed secretly without anyone knowing .hehehe

-After the BBQ pool party-

I was stuffed..Told my folks good night then tried climbing up the stairs.Today has been great..I told Chresanto about what the priest said about gay marriage..cuz he spoke about it today at chruch. Yes I am a lowkey church boy..is there a problem?

~Sunday~

I told Chresanto yesterday I’m taking him out. Just like a date. ^__^ Yup a date. I got dressed in my best clothes on and I drove to Chresanto house. I rang the the doorbell and his mom answered

“Hi Ms August is Chres here” I asked

“No he said he was hanging out with a Tiffany or a Amber or is it a Jennifer. I don’t remember the girls name” She said

“Oh okay” I tried not to sound sad.

“Have a Good Day Craig” she said

“You too” I went to my car and drove home.

He went out with some other girl and he forgot our little date. Now he took it to the limit. I’m done with him messing with my emotion.