My Sisters Boyfriend

Chapter Four

This part will have some depressing stuff in it. If you are really sensitive to topics like self-harm and depression then please don't read this chapter. This will also have some soft lemon so please enjoy. 

Alex P.O.V.

I run to my room and slam my door shut before I break down completely. I curl up in front of my door hugging my knees to my chest as I cry. Im a fucking idiot. I get up and slowly crawl to my closet and climb in shutting the door quietly and reaches up to turn my light on. I move a bunch of boxes before finding what I was looking for. I pull out a small box and open. My eyes glisten as I see the razor sitting on top of a silky cloth. I run my finger against the blade cutting my finger slightly. I put the box down and roll my sleeves up before grabbing the razor and placing its cold blade against my skin. I bite my lip and close my eyes as I press down on my skin breaking it. I press down a little harder before sliding the razor down my wrist. As I look down at my wrist I let out a sigh of relief. I feel all the pain leave my body as each drop of blood leaves my body.A few more times won't hurt.I move the blade to a clear spot before repeating the process. I start to lose track of time as I make cut after cut before closing my eyes and relaxing. I let the blood pour out as I slip into a dreamless sleep. 

Kareem P.O.V.

I get up and sigh. I knew the kid had a crush on me, but love. I never thought he loved me. I look upstairs deciding that maybe I should check on him. I slowly walk up stairs and think about what Im going to say to him. I mean yes he's cute and all, and maybe one of the sweetest guys I've met but he's my girlfriends little bro for god sake. What the fuck is wrong with me. I bite my bottom lip when I reach his door. I knock softly and wait for him to answer. When he doesn't reply I call out his name.Maybe he's asleep. I reach down and twist the nob opening his door to see that he's not in there. I look around and smile as I see his walls covered with pictures of me him and his friends. I don't even realize that he has no pictures of his sister. When I reach the pictures near the closet door I notice the lights on. I walk to the door and open it. 

"Alex, you in there?". I let out a gasp as I look at the boy in front of me. 

"Fuck! Alex what did you fucking do!" I pick up the boy and carry him to the bathroom. I hold him close as feel him stir in my arms letting out a soft groan. 

"Alex I need you to wake up. Please Alex wake up for me." I stare at him for a bit before I see him slowly open his eyes. I see the fear and depression and cloud his eyes

"Let's get you cleaned up." I open the bathroom door and set him on the counter and look at him. My heart breaks when I see how upset and depressed he is. I do the only thing I think can cheer him up. I lean down and press my lips against his. I feel hid body tense up before slowly relaxing.Maybe just maybe I do love him. 

Alex P.O.V.

I groan softly as I feel something lift me up. I keep my eyes close trying to remember what happen but then I hear the voice I love so much say my name. I slowly open my eyes to see Kareem looking down at me with fear, sadness, and hurt clouding his eyes. He carries me to the bathroom and sets me down on the counter. 

"Let's get you cleaned up," he says softly. I look at him and nod. He pauses and looks at me before slowly pressing his lips against mine. I tense up really surprise. Why is he kissing me? Doesn't he hate me now? All thoughts leave my head as I feel his mouth move against mine. I slowly relax and start to kiss back. I quickly wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. I groan softly as he bites my bottom lip. He takes the opportunity and slides his tongue into my mouth. I let out a soft moan as I feel his tongue move against mine. I wrap my legs around his waist as I feel him grind on me softly. I gasp and tilt my head back slightly as I arch my back. I feel him stop and I slowly look at him. He regrets it now. He's going to tell me that it was all a mistake. I begin to tear up and I start to get up to move just to be pinned down onto the counter. 

"Alex, I think I love you." Kareem whispers softly.

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I finally updated. I'm sorry this one was short but I promise the next update will be longer. Please comment and enjoy!!