My Sisters Boyfriend

Chapter Five

I'm back my lovelies. I've been doing a lot better recently. Both emotionally and physically. For those who read this story, I will continue it even if it doesn't get many views. To be honest I'm not doing it for the views. I'm doing it because its an a way for me to get my feelings out. Well this part will be a lot longer compared to all the other ones. 

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Kareem P.O.V.

I'm kissing him. I'm actually kissing him, and it feels amazing. I feel my cock jerk as I hear him let out a soft moan. I can't help to grind cock my against his. When I feel him arch his back I pull away gently. He looks at me his eyes filled with fear. When he starts to cry and tries to get away from me my heart breaks. Does he not like me anymore. I shake my head slightly before grabbing him and pinning him back onto the counter. He stares at me with tear filled eyes. I lean down softly and whispers softly, "Alex, I think I love you." I know deep down that there's no doubt. I love him, but part of me just wants to make sure that these feelings are really real. I feel him tense up slightly. 

"You don't have to lie to me. I know you don't like me." He says between soft sobs. I pull up and look him straight in the eye.

"Alex I'm not lying. I love you." I see him look at me before turning his head to the side. 

"No you don't no one does. I don't need your pity or sympathy. So leave me alone!" Alex pushes me away with strength I didn't know he had. I stumble backwards slightly in shock. I watch as he quickly runs back to his room and closes the door locking it this time. I look down as I feel an ache in my chest. I really fucked it up this time. 

Alex P.O.V.

I mentally flinch when I see the hurt in his eyes once I push him away. I run to my room and make sure to lock the door. I slump onto my bed and look at my uncleaned cuts. I reach  under my bed to get alcohol wipes and some band-aids. I quickly open some of the wipes and clean my wounds, flinching each time the wipes touch my arm. I put band-aids on my cuts and lay down in bed as I slowly start to get lost in my thoughts. I knew Kareem was being truthful when he told me he loved me. I could hear it in his voice and see it in his eyes. Yet no matter how bad I want him to love me I can't allow it. He is with my sister and on top of that he is twenty. He could get in trouble for being with me. I sit up and strip down to my boxers before getting  comfortable in me bed. I did the right thing. I know I did. I have to push him away for his own safety. I close my eyes as I drift to sleep, repeating these thoughts over and over in my head. 

I wake up to a soft knock on my door. I look up at the clock to see that its 8:00 in the morning. Groaning slightly, I get up and throw on a hoodie and some pajama pants. I hear a soft knock again and sigh as I walk over and open it. 

Kareem is standing in front of me with nothing but his pajama bottoms on. Blushing slightly I look up at his face and from. He has bags under eyes from not getting enough sleep. He eyes are slightly puffy but I push the thought of why they are puffy down. Kareem has never cried in front of me so it has to be allergies or something. Once I meet his eyes I look away, noticing that I might have been staring at him for a long period of time.

"Morning Alex. I made your favorites for breakfast. Strawberry pancakes with strawberry syrup,  a bowl of strawberries on the side, and a strawberry-banana smoothie." His voice a little rough and scratchy in the morning but at the same time its kind of sexy. I mumble a thank you  before walking past him and down the stairs. I hear him follow me but I can tell he is keeping a big distance between us. When I get to the kitchen I stop once a beautiful smell hits me. Kareem has always been an amazing cook. I've always preferred his food over my sisters. I smile as I see my strawberry pancakes and milk shake sitting on the kitchen counter. Walk up next to the high chairs placed near the counter and sit down in front of my meal. I look at Kareem before slowly taking a bite and moaning as the delicious food hits my tongue. Kareem watches me with a smile on his face making me blush a little. I quickly gulp down the food without saying a thing to Kareem before getting up to head back to my room. 

"Alex wait we need to talk." I turn around and look at him wanting to just walk away, but he is right we do need to talk. 

"Okay, Kareem, lets talk." I walk to the living room and sit on the couch Kareem had slept on. He quietly sits next to me before letting out a sigh. 

"I'm sorry for what I did last night. I shouldn't have done what I did. I'm not saying I regretted it, because I didn't, but I don't want you to think I'm using you or playing with you. I truly do love you Alex. Yeah, it may have took me a long time to realize it, but I know I do. I started thinking about how whenever I came over I never spent that much time with your sister. All my time was spent with you. It wasn't her that made me smile, it was you. And know I'm ready to face the fact that it's not your sister I love. Its you." I look at Kareem knowing my eyes are filled with tears. He loved me. Kareem really loved me. I couldn't believe it. It felt so unreal. 

I wipe my eyes and look at him before whispering softly. "I love you to Kareem, but we cant be together. I don't want you to get in trouble for dating me. I love you too much to see you-." I gasp slightly as I feel him wrap his arms around my waist pulling me onto his lap. He plants a soft kiss on my lips as he holds me close. My lips move against his, every kiss is filled with nothing but love, passion, and some lust. My eyes flutter close as I feel my body warm up to his touch. Its like heaven in his arms and I hope he will never let me go. I no longer care about the consequences of us being together. I've decided that no matter what I will always be with him. 

That's it for today my lovelies. I will update sometime next week. And the next chapter will have some sexual things in it. Oh also it may seem like this story is moving a bit fast but trust me it slows down somewhat as it continues to go. This story should be a pretty good length, and I am also writing another story that I will post up here wants I'm finish with this one. I love you guys and thanks for reading.