Chapter 24

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(Jet black Heart 5sos)
//short chapter//

I felt like giving up. Dying didn't look scary. It's better then dealing with all the pain in your life, all you do is fall into an infinite sea of darkness. Unless, you go to heaven.

For me, Heaven looks great. And hell looks like hell. For me though, I have done several things . God can easily damn me to hell.

I could die now. Easy. But there was something holding me back. A small tug. And I didn't want to let go of the tug. Not now, not ever.

"And she said to me Kylee your so-", my eyes flutter open at the sound of Kylee's voice. She looks at me "Ew." I sigh, and flip over to my stomach and continue reading The Fault in Our Stars.

It's not the first time I had read it, and it certainly won't be the last time. This book actually understands pain. The only thing I don't like about the book, is the relationship between Gus and Hazel. They are teens with cancer. Then they "find" each other. I would never fall in love or fall in love with someone. I would more then likely get hurt, like I always do.

"Hey, I need to talk to you.", a voice says from the door. I heard the thick British accent. I craned my neck to see Harry standing by the doorway.

He was wearing black skinny jeans and a blue t-shirt. His green eyes were darker than usual and his pink lips were....well....pink.

He cocked his head and looked at me. When he saw me his eyes lightened up. But there was something in them. I couldn't bring myself up to it. I think they had pity in it.

He stepped closer to me. "Hey", he said.

"Hi", I whispered tugging at my sleeves, making sure nothing was visible. He looked at my arm then at me with tears in his eyes. He swallowed. "Uh Kylee hurry up", he shouted.

I hear a small voice, "Coming!"

I rolled my eyes and turned back to my book.

Pain demands to be felt.

SHORT I KNOW I JUST WANTED TO UPDATE.

Im shaking Haha I'm nervous <3 something came up today and it got me all jittery.

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