Struggle

Chapter 5

A/N: Hi guys!!! Up in the media is De'Vonte sexy ass😋 . In this chapter it will be kinda deep. There will be a lot of crying and a new character introduced. The new character is going through exactly what I'm going through so yeah. Get your tissue boxes ready. And to those who are apart of what I am going through and who is reading this book.....DO NOT CAUSE DRAMA BECAUSE YOU ARE OFFENDED. This book is not supposed to be offensive it's supposed to be about how I feel. So do not get mad. ANYWAY!!!!! BYE!!!!!

Kayla's POV

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I'm walking into hell again. But this time I'm walking in Kahelynn because she decided to be a nice friend and pick me up. But not where Raychel could here or see. After I told her what happened last night she was pissed off because she believes that De' Lylah was a bitch for thinking that De'Vonte would want her thirsty ass. After about walking for a good 7 minutes she had pulled up. 

As I was walking down the hall I could see people looking at me some type of way. I brushed them off cause I ain't got the time in the day for these rich bitches. As I keep walking I could see De' Vonte and Taylor talking. As soon as they notice us Taylor comes over to Kahe and gives her a kiss. 

De'Vonte walks over to me while smiling.  I smile, because I don't want to seem rude and shake my head and walk away. I ain't tryna have De' Lylah on my ass right now. I'll go on that one date, but after that I am just going to go back to being closed off. Maybe after I move out of that hell house then she could go on more dates, but right now I'm not trying to have De' Lylah tell Raychel I'm toying with her nigga and then Raychel get some crazy nigga to fuck me multiple times. 

So, I just go and walk to my locker to put my stuff in there and get what I need then walk to class. 

De' Vonte's POV

My smile fades as Kayla shakes her head while smiling and walks away. At least she smiling though, but why did she walk away. She could have stayed with us. 

"She's in her school mode. Its where she doesn't talk to anybody except me. You got lucky she talk to you yesterday. I was shocked. She brushes everybody off, ignores everybody, and is rude to every damn person. I understand though. She has so many walls. She goes through so fucking much I don't see how she's still strong." Kahelynn said. 

I was just shocked and confused. I want to know whats wrong, why she acts like she does, why she by herself most of the time. I want to know everything. 

Before I could say Kahelynn interrupted me. "In time she will tell you. In time everything will happen. In time De. In time." 

I just nodded and processed what she said. 

Kayla's POV

~~~~~~~~~~LUNCH TIME~~~~~~~~~~

I decided I wanted to go to the library for lunch instead of sitting with Kahelynn today. I'm pretty sure she would understand because whenever something happens at home I just isolate myself from everybody because I just want to think. 

As I am walking I realize that I need to pee, so I direct myself in the other direction to the bathroom. Once I get there I hear soft crying in one of the stalls. 

"Hello?" I said. 

The crying stops. Its just soft hiccups now. 

"Come on out. I won't hurt you." I said.