I am in love with a lion. (A Phan-Fanfiction)

Chapter five

Phils POV

It breaks my heart to leave Dan but he is a grown man he can handle himself and he does not really need me I was holding him back. I thought I was holding him back anyway. I should give him a stuffed Llama for a "i'm sorry" gift.

When we hang out today i'll buy one probably. Dan and I have weird addictions me Lions and him Llamas. I would get him a pet llama to keep him company but I am not sure if we can have one in this appartment.

I am being absurd of coarse Dan cant have a pet llama in the flat. I am being silly...its just the nerves I guess.

I just dont want to move out...I dont want Dan to be alone in the flat. Who knows what he will do...without me he wont behave, or listen to anyone exspet me. I would natrually think thats because he is in love with me, but no thats not the case. He just thinks of me as a big brother, plus the fact that I am pretty sure he is straight.

"Philllll when are we leeeeaaving?" Dan wines and I cant help but chuckle.

"Right now I guess." I tell him, I get off the couch and grab my wallet before I go out the door. Dan and I go into the lift and neither of us says a word till we are out of it.

"Where to?" Dan asks.

"To the stars..." I resond quoting the titanic, Dan looks at me and laughs. I blush a little when he touches my hand.

After we are done shopping we go back home and watch a movie. Dan comes close to me and lays his head on my shoulder. "I cant believe you are leaving me." He says and the begins to sob, I pull him closer to me rubbing my thumb on the back of his hand.

"Dan dont do this." I beg and he smiles trying to stay strong. We walk into my room and everything is pretty much in boxes. Dan begins to cry some more, I seen him, but he thinks I didnt so he quickly walks to his room probably to cry some more. Poor Dan...

In the moring Dan drives me to the airport and we walk in to see that Cat is not there yet. "I am going to miss you mate." Dan tells me while nudging my shoulder.

"Same here Dan." Is all I can say. I dont want to cry right now.

"Stay out of trouble you twat." Dan chuckles and then he steps in for the hug. He wraps his arms around me in the most perfect hug ever.

"Love you Dan." I say but in a brotherly way.

"Love you too Phillup." He says still hugging me.

"Am I intruding?"Cat giggles that jumps the both of us so we each take a step back from eachother.

"No." Says Phil walking up to his girlfriend and kissing her on the lips. She smiles against his lips and it hurts me inside...i dont know why.

"You should be getting going Phil." I say wiping away one of my tears. Cat and Phil give me a hug and it just makes me cry even more.

'Visit me okay?" Phil asks.

"Of coarse." I weep. "You visit me too."

"Dan you know I will, I'll miss you too much if I dont." Phil says starting to cry one more time. He gives me another hug and I dont want to let go but I have to.

"Goodbye Phil."

"Bye Dan."

And with that he is gone from my life...