Mandatory Effect

He's a scumbag,don't you know?

"I can't wait for my first kiss." Most girls such as myself exclaim during childhood throughout adolescence . Chasing after the wonders over takes everyone. I caught and redeemed many interests in the past several years. Hit and trys to say the least.
"She's a whore." The past lovers would boldly sneer as if they were such a winner at lying. Rolling my eyes in such a way because they were lies that didn't take part in my life.
Silently sometimes while staring at the ceiling I'll think,"I wish I could steal back all my kisses." Which is such an unrealistic thought that dances around in the corner of my mind. I can't help but wonder why we lust after what breaks us. Desire,curiosity thrilled me until I took the plunge. I see now no matter how many fails that you must have them. You can't live life thinking it's a fairytale.
It never will become such a thing,no matter how much force you put upon it.
Boys aren't movies,your not always gunna be that girl with the goofy grin at the end. That's okay that's what makes living worth it.
Its completely fine staying in the lines,but you also gotta walk the tight rope.
I'm content with a boy in my life ,who knows if he'll leave me to memory or not in a few years. That's okay,the not knowing part,mystery opens your eyes to excitement.
Not everyone's going to be your Disney prince,nor will they be your deepest enemy. The rumours of lost in time losers never got to me because I'm thankful they taught me even the most beautiful of people can become scum. It's like a bag full of mixed candies who knows what you'll grab. Never be frightened of the next chapter.-lessons of my life