Possessed by Kurt Cobain

Tell Me Everything

Kurt's POV

Having a lunch with Cici on her apartment now. I don't eat of course. She's just sitting on her bed eating that burger while I'm just flowing. Suddenly she stopped chewing.

"Kurt?" She asked.
"Yes?" I answered.
"Can you possess me now?" She said those surprising words. I'm speechless.

"But Cici, we just tried to know each other for 2 days?" I told her. Her face became confused. She rolled her eyes.

"Kurt, actually I just wanna know how my voice gonna be after being possessed. Im super curious haha" she giggled.

"Damn Cici, but okay. Let me try. Get ready. Be relax. Inhale... And exhale... 1,2,3!" She nodded and on the count of 3, Puff!! I'm on her body already.

"Well, this is interesting" I said to myself. I look around, seeing her hands and body became mine. Then I tried to sing.

"He's the one who likes all our pretty songs and he likes to shoot his gun but he knows not what it means when I say yeahh...
Wow, her voice is so good. Or should I say my voice character? Oh well time to get out" puff! I went out and Cici's back.

"How does it feel to be possessed for 10 seconds? Your voice is still the same though just a little bit sappy like mine" I asked and smirked.

"Well, I felt nothing.. it was like having a nap without any dreams, but my back kinda hurts" she answered.

"Ohh I see, so well if you need me to posses you for help you can just tell me" I said to her.

"Sure Kurt, your guitar playing skill will be very useful, haha" she said with a little giggle then she continued to eat. I can only smile.

Few minutes later she's done eating. I flew around her room and I found a pic of her and a guy that she put on the left side of her mirror. I just noticed this.

"Hey Cici, who's this guy?" I asked.

"Ohh that's Mike, my best friend" she answered.

"Only best friend, really? Don't you have any feelings for him?" I asked again. Her face blushed a little, she look down the floor while she wants to sit in front of her computer, she couldn't hide it but she still says "No" while shaking her head. I giggled.

"Oh come on Cici. You can't hide it. Tell me more about him" I told her.

"Maybe not now Kurt, its really hard to explain" she said while looking at a YouTube video.

"Cici, let me tell you something based on my experience..." I said as I flew approaching near her seat.

She's just watching the YouTube video.

"Cici, I just don't want the same thing happens to you. If you do love him, tell him now. What if you die tomorrow? He will live his whole life not knowing how much you love him, and you will end up as a ghost like me" I explained. Then she turn her chair towards me and cry.

Cici's POV

"Kurt, I love him..." I told Kurt as I cry. He's the first person who knew this.

I look down with my hands on my thighs.

"Aww Cici..." that's all what Kurt said.

"I am scared, Kurt. I am afraid of ruining our friendship" I continue as i wipe my tears off.

"Hey, look at me okay? Please look at me" Kurt said again. I tried to look at him in his eyes while tears still running trough my cheeks.

"How he feels toward you, is another story. I know this sounds ridiculous but it's better than end up being a ghost trust me. Do you think this is going to be like in novels, comics or movies where you let yourself being a ghost so you are able to see the ones you love living their life? it's not that fun. Even my own daughter, imagine it Cici, my own daughter live her whole life not knowing how much i love her, she thinks that I am a bad father. Do you want him to feel that way too?" Kurt explained.

the room became silent. Kurt got a point.

"You are right, but I am not ready. Super not ready,"

"It is okay if you are not ready. Don't force yourself, what matters the most is for him too know how you feel one day" He said again. I smile.

"Kurt, I have to take a bath, haha" i said and he immediately flew outside the window.

"Okay i am out here now, hahaha" he said outside the window. I giggled as i put the curtains down then walk inside my bathroom.

Kurt's POV

While Cici is taking a bath i think I'm just going to flow around New York a little. Not long after flowing around her apartment i notice a man with a familiar face.

"Is that Mike?" I said to myself. He is holding a girl's hand. I  fly closer to him just to make sure.

"So.. where do you want to have dinner to night, Laura sweetie?" He asked as they keep on walking together and I'm following them.

"Mikey, as long there's you with me any place would be great" The girl that i notice named Laura replied with a wide smile. She also mentioned the name 'Mikey' so THIS MUST BE MIKE! Gosh i have to tell Cici that Mike is having another girl.

I fly as fast as i can to Cici's apartment window and her curtain's are not down anymore she must've finished bathing.

"Ciciiii !!!" I scream as i come inside her room trough her window.

"Yes, Kurt? What's up?" She asked.

"I have a bad news.." And i tell her everything about Mike and Laura.

"What the actual fuck?" She said in a surprised.

"Don't be sad please... I know it feels bad when the one you love is loving someone else.." I told her.

"No Kurt! I am not angry because he is loving another girl.. But because i never knew who Laura is! I am his best friend Kurt. I should've been a place where he could share everything with. I share him every single thing that I've been trough but he doesn't even tell me that he has a girlfriend?? That is ridiculous. I am not going to talk to him anymore!" Cici talks in anger. She took her pic with Mike off the mirror and puts it inside her drawer.

"Are you okay?" I asked her just to make sure.

"I am super okay, Kurt. Let us just focus on getting you to meet your daughter. It's much more important right now. My plan is after entering NY art school I am going to form a band. I will need your skills there and gaining enough money for Pheonix. Okay?" She said.

"That's the spirit! Thanks a lot Cici,"