Complicated Life of a Teenager.

Bottled Emotions.

Who can I tell my feelings too,

when there is no-one I trust.

There is no-one here for me,

so I might as well fade into dust.

I bottle my emotions inside of me,

as they are nowhere to be seen.

One after the other they pile on,

but by the human eye they are unseen.

Anger, frustration, sadness and agony,

are all lurking around in me.

They are all hitting the surface,

trying to get out and be free.

The more emotions that pile on,

the more I need to tell someone how I feel.

But who can I trust? If i don't trust someone,

so I keep my feelings hidden, which is a big deal.

Slowly my temper starts to wear thin,

and I get impatient and snap.

My anger and frustration takes over,

and inside me I feel a huge gap.

I feel awful and horrible,

I would do anything to change what I did.

My gap has become worse,

I feel like a immature kid.

I still don't tell people my feelings,

because there is no-one I trust.

I wish it was easier than this,

I wish life was a little more just.