A String of Sweet Messages

5

dear boy,

i don't want to put dear lucifer for certain mishap reasons.

you weren't at our usual spot today but i saw the lovely note you left for me.

lucifer, i'm starting to wonder, if you can make my heart beat again and make my voice audible, can your touch stop the rain? can your scars and my scars together stop the internal pain?

lucifer i want you to take me to hell, show me the souls that have been damned there. because i think most of those souls are actually just lost.

lucifer, your name contradicts you. lucifer, the archangel who destroyed everything yet lucifer, the boy who warms my heart and found my voice and loves my name.

oh and your poem said i was beautiful but i'm really not. if i'm beautiful then you are not insane.

my mind keeps racing about why your not here today so i'm gonna go for a walk, which i haven't done in quite a while.

i know why you weren't at the spot. i know it was because you wanted to be happy. and i'm not here at this park everyday to make you happy am i? i'm just somebody who fell into your wicked evil games.

- the girl who knows