Was It All Pretend?

Positive

Sorry it took so long to get this chapter up. I had a little bit of writers block and couldn't figure out what to write. Also why this chapter isn't that long, I couldn't really think of anything to extend on and just wanted to get this chapter up.

Annie's POV

Mikasa stared back at me in shock frozen still, she opened her mouth a few times to go say something but shuts it again instantly. I wanted to be mad at her, but I just couldn't be, it wasn't her fault if she was pregnant I know that but still. I throw the box at Mikasa and she catches it, looking down at the box then up at me, "Go, use it. I want to know the results" I tried to sound less angry, but Mikasa still had on a shameful look as she walked hesitantly to the en-suite and shutting the door behind her. It killed me seeing her so upset and I don't even know why, why the fuck do I care all of a sudden? This was all just a joke to get back at her for how she was in primary, so why do I feel like that's not the only reason I'm doing this anymore.

Walking over to the raven's bedside table I flick on the lamp and sit down on the bed waiting for Mikasa, who was taking surprisingly long. After six minutes I got impatient and barged into the bathroom, I hear quiet sobbing but from where? I couldn't see her anywhere. I walk further into the bathroom and Mikasa was curled up on herself on the side of the basin opposite to the one as you walk in, she had a towel bunched up in her lap muffling her crying and I feel my stomach sink.

Looking around for the test I spot it in her hand the side that didn't show the results in fisted hand, I walk over to her hesitantly and pull it out of her hand startling her, "No please, don't look at it." I completely ignore her and look anyway, feeling sick at the result. Positive. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Annie" her crying intensifies and I lower myself down to her level, she was shaking so much it hurt seeing her like this. I snake my left arm underneath her knees and my right under her arms, lifting her up with no trouble I carry her out to her bedroom and lower her down onto her bed.

She sat up but her crying didn't stop, no human could treat a girl like this an not feel pity at all, I swear when I find out who did this I will make them regret it. I was caught of guard when the raven crawled over to me and buried her face into the crook of my neck, I could feel a smile tug onto her face as I wrapped an arm around he waist. "You smell really nice" She said out loud, and I could feel my cheeks burning up because of the comment, "Annie?" Her voice came out soft and shaky from crying, I hum telling her that I heard her, "I think I've fallen for you" she whispers into my ear sending a shiver down my spine.

Gripping her shoulders I pull her away so I can look at her, Mikasa's eyes were red from crying and she had on a straight face, which reassured me she wasn't lying. She looked away from me trying to avoid looking in my eyes, as I stared back at her. I still wasn't sure how I felt about her, if I loved her or hated her I wasn't sure, I was still trying to figure that out, still trying to figure out if I was actually lesbian or not. I was deep in thought when I got roughly pushed back, my back slamming onto the bed, Mikasa's towering form hovering above me as I still blinked in confusion to what had just happened.

Hesitantly she lowered her face down to mine and butterfly kissed me on the lips, then burying her face into my neck. Sighing I lay my head back and look up at the ceiling, her hand gabbing mine in which I didn't think much about until she placed my hand on something soft and squishy. Not paying much attention to where my hand was I squeeze what ever was in my hand, earning a moan from the girl on top of me, bringing me to realise where my hand was. I go to snatch my hand away but she quickly holds it in place. "Please" she begged into my ear, I could feel my face flush and something funny happened to my stomach. "I can't do this, not after what you've been through recently" Pushing her away she looked at me with sad eyes. "That's why I want you to do it. I can feel him on me... a-and I-I don't want that anymore."