Was It All Pretend?

Confessions

WARNING: Smut included in this chapter, and other sexual scenes. Don't like don't read.

The wait is finally over. I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a LONG time, I was having trouble thinking of what to write or more like how to write it... Anyways hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Love you all XX

Mikasa's Pov
Deep down I was hoping Annise would stay longer, I was kind of disappointment how early she left. I wanted to spend the day with her but I guess she must of had something she needed to do. Shrugging it off I make my way over to Eren's room, opening the door and walking in, to my surprise Levi wasn't a anywhere to be seen. And as always Eren's was still asleep. I shaken his shoulder slightly and say him name trying to wake him up, but he just shooed my hand away, I try again calling his name louder this time and start to shake him a little bit harder. I grunt and turn to leave but he grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me down onto the bed with him, I look up to see if he's awake but find he's still asleep, God he's a worry some times. "Levi" he mumbles in his sleep, he snakes an arm around my waist to pull me closed to him, my face buried into his chest.

We use to sleep together a lot when we were younger since Eren was a bit of an idiot and always scared himself by watching horror movies before bed. Meaning he would always been scared and come to sleep with me. Also when I first got adopted into the Jaeger family I was sad a lot due to my parents death so Eren would sleep with me so I wouldn't be lonely. I can't be bothered to try and get myself out of his grip right now so I just give in and close my eyes, I was still so tired, and the sound of his heartbeat is also making me so calm and sleepy again. I hope Levi doesn't walk in and get the wrong idea. I listen to the sound of his heart beating before I give up on trying to stay awake and fall back asleep cuddled up against Eren.

Eren's started to stir in his sleep and rolled over waking me up straight away, I lay still for a few more seconds before slowly getting up off the bed, while trying to disturb Eren. Looking at my phone it was already eleven, which makes me shocked Eren's still fast asleep, then again knowing Levi he probably kept him up all night. I smile to myself and walk out of Eren's bedroom into mine. Instantly my stomach drops as I open the door, Grisha was standing at my dresser holding the pregnancy test. My skin tingles and I all of a sudden feel as if I just got thrown in the freezer, he turns to me and gives me a sadistic smile. "Close the door and come here. Won't you?" I hesitantly close the door behind me and walk up to him, my hands trembling at my sides.

"You know what I absolutely hate Mikasa?" the way my name rolled off his tongue made me sick to my stomach, just the sound of him saying my name is enough to make me want to cower in a corner, "W-what?" I asked hesitantly, I didn't want to know what he was going to say but I didn't have much of a choice, maybe if I obey him he'll just leave me alone for once. He put the test back down on my dresser and looked me up and down "Homosexuals, they are the scum of this world. Filthy creatures they are, absolutely vile, every last one of them will burn in hell where they belong." He took a step closer to me and gripped my chin with his index and thumb, tilting it up to look at him, "And to think that you have committed such a sin disgusts me, you didn't think I'd find out did you? You thought you could hide it from me. Well guess what? I have my was of finding stuff out."  

"So rape isn't a sin to you? Do you think that just because your a man that you can use my body when ever you want? Your the filthy one he-" I fall backwards a sharp pain in my gut, I hit the ground and I had to time to react before another blow hit me, and another and another, he stood above me with a savage look in his eyes repetitively kicking me in the gut. He crouched down and grabbed a fist full of my hair jerking my head up roughly. "Don't fucking speak to me like that every again" he then let go of my hair sending my head down smashing into the ground as he left my room angrily.