Chapter: 6
❤ Trevor is my 'boyfriend' ❤Recap: Trevor raped Ciara and forced her to be his girlfriend.
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After Trevor was done yelling and hitting me, he finally gave me a choice of staying here or living with him.
I chose to -duh- stay there but I had to be his girlfriend or he would rape me again so I went with the girlfriend one. If I don't try to fit in like a real girlfriend he would kill me.
"I'll see ya later shawty." He says smiling. Such a creep. I gave a fake smile and he kissed my cheek.
I'm totally gonna have nightmares tonight."Bye." I say before closing the door. I put my back to the door and slid down it with my hand still on the handle and cried.
Trying to hold all that in is just pointless. I let it all that night.
I couldn't sleep. If anyone tried to contact me, I wouldn't answer it. Not even Trevor's. (Not a surprise there but...)He wouldn't have did it if I didn't wear those clothes I wear. All I have is tight clothes.
That brought me back to school:
"Don't worry. I'll get in those tight pants of yours."
He... He... I can't even say it. I don't want to think about it anymore.
Nathan's been trying to contact me... But I don't answer.
He probably was the one messaging me every minute which made me smile at the thought.He's concerned. He cares about people. That is really crazy. A thug caring for someone. Did you know the boy has a TATTOO on his back!?!
I was knocked at of my thoughts when I heard someone knock on the door.
I jumped slightly and slowly rose out of my bed."Who... Is it?" I ask hesitating to ask. I don't want it to be Trevor. Please let it not be Trevor.
"It's me babygirl." Nathan voice says.
I smile slightly and open the door.
"What is it Nathan?" I ask acting like I just woke up."I'm sorry did I wake you up?" He ask.
I laugh lowly and shake my head.
"Naw. You cool." I say."Well. I was getting worried about you. You weren't texting or calling me back." He says worriedly.
"I'm fine." I reassure him. I smile at him trying to make it seem real.
"May I come i-" before he could finish what I knew he was going to say, I yell a No!
"I'm sorry. I can't let you in. I have to go. Bye." I say quickly shutting the door and locking it. I ran to my room and slammed the door shut.
The tears was back dripping off my face.
I could still feel as Trevor's hand was caressing me. The way he pushed down on me and put his hand roughly on my face.
"Uhhh!" I yell as I put my pillow to my face.
Nightmare... Nightmare... Nightmare...

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