Travis....

...

Guys.

I quit.

If one day you wake up and i'm gone.

Don't cry, don't grieve, don't write paragraphs about how much you loved me because, when I was alone in my darkest hours,  you weren't the one that would stay up at night to make sure I was alright,  don't say I was a wonderful boy and you wonder how people could be so cruel, because on some ways, you were the reason I could've took my own life that night.

I am done with breathing.

With all of the stupid games in life.

All of the shitty side affects of living.

Though there were good things in this world there never seemed to be ones for me. Just, darkness. Witch is why I have come to the understanding that, I never really belonged on this world. I truly hope you can come to an understanding, where you know just how useless I am to this society.

Its okay. You will be alright. I now you will.... you've allways been a lot stronger then me.

Im not a fighter. But you are.

I'm not strong. You always were.

I hate this world. You make it better.

Everythings dark. With you everything was beautiful.

Ive lost my fight. But not because you have failed me, no. Its not because of the way society treated the world and its beings. It's not because, I felt so lonely. No. Its because of the way I have failed you. It's because of the way I perceived society. Its because, of the way I isolated myself from others.

So please. Please, don't blame this on yourself.

Not society.

Not this world.

Nothing but me.

I am not meant to be here. I was just a glitch in god's creations.

I know you will get through this. I KNOW because I have seen your battle scars. I know because of the way you treat others. Go in your room, close the door, lay in your bed, and cry. Its okay to cry. Cry until you feel better. Don't cry for me. Cry for the way you feel. Hug your pillow tighter and I promise you will forget about me.

I love you. Don't forget that. I will allways be watching you from the skies above, or the ground below you. Atleast then I can be starin at dat ass.

So....goodbye I love you all you have made a wonderful impact on my life; I want you to make something beautiful with this world; use the hands you were given to help the environment.

Do something just completely epic. I know you will.

Goodbye for the last time. I love you all. This is written for all of you. I love you.  And goodbye.