The life of an aubree

Febraury 27th

I'm watching mamma Mia and I forgot how much I love it so I'm just sitting here quietly singing to myself while writing this.

My best friend tried to convince me that me and someone could be friends. I still don't know. My best friends not much help.

I started crying because my best friend got into the Air Force thing at this one school and I got into finance and my two other friends got into two other things all at different schools so I cried cause I don't wanna leave.

I don't wanna leave my school or will or Lavinia or sola or Claire or any of my friends.

I don't want the end of the year to come because will (my best friend) is gonna cry and so am I and then I'll end up getting depressed again. And next year no one will like me and I'll have no friends and then I won't see will ever.

My birthdays in July and I have already decided everything. I'm a dork who needs help.

A bunch of stuff happened this week yet now I'm forgetting it all.

So yesterday my trombone fell apart and I started crying because it's the only thing I care about other then my best friend and yesterday was just a bad day. I'm scared that my best friend will start cutting again and then he left me at band practice all alone and then I broke my trombone and so I cried. I got a new trombone and they sent mine to get fixed but until then I have a new one that I don't like.

Yes I still know that no one cares. I just need to vent.