The life of an aubree

Idk sometime during spring break

I think it's Tuesday or something...

Went to universal on Friday for the first time for band so much fun

Woke up at 4:30. Left on my school at 6:45 and got to universal at 8. Had to get dressed really quick which sucked. I looked ew. Threw my trombone music and uniform together. Went onstage watched chorus. Someone in chorus fainted for the third year in a row. Different person every year. Almost had a panic attack. Best friend said I did great but he lied prolly. He's like you ok and I'm like no. He asked that while I was crying onstage I mean yes of course I'm okay will thank you. Then preformed with beginning band since I did both beginning and advanced. Did great in beginning. Someone threw up on stage but other then that. Went and did stuff. Eventually my shoes got wet and had to get flip flops now my feet are blistered thanks life. Had to go back and get trophies and stuff. Teacher wanted me and Casey to go get the trophy alone so I almost had another panic attack cause this was a bigger crowd. We got fourth place for beginning and third for advanced. Got a lollipop bigger then my face. Ethan tried to open it and broke it and since I had been up since 4:30 and it was now nine I started getting moody and I cried.

Overall it was fun 

Worried about will. He hasn't answered me and idk thx anxiety. Ugh I miss him. Stupid break. Ugh I miss all my friends.

My anxiety has been bad lately which means depression yay life.

Super lonely. I got two of my friends to date and now I'm lonelier.

I went on a train like yesterday it was fun.

I need a life.