its now....or never

I wish i was dead

Louis's P.O.V

"Harry lets go!" I yelled at harry. Ever since the others went to look for alyssa iv been trying to get harry an niall in the car so i can take them home. Niall wasent that drunk so he was easy hes sitting in the car right now but harry on the otherhand isent so easy.

"I DON WANNA!!" He yelled back then sat on the ground.

"Fine but im getting niall." I walked out to the car an got niall.

"Harry its ok were going home now." Niall said. I grabed harrys arms an niall grabed his feet an we left. Harry fell asleep in the car on nialls lap while he just stared out the window pour guy.

"Ok come on were here." Me an niall grabed harry again an brough him inside an set him down on the couch. Me an niall sat down on the other couch. I turned the tv on an niall put his head in his hands.

" niall?" I said. He put his head up.

"What?"

"What were you thinking?"

"I-i dont really no lou. It was just in the heat of the moment." He sighed.

"She ran off niall an they cant find her.

"SHE WHAT?!?!" He stood up.

"Ya thats why we had to go niall she ran out of the club when you an that slut ran into their table making out."

"oh god. I saw her run out but i though she just went to the car."

"Oh well liam zayn an megan are looking for her."

"I have to go look for what if shes in truble or with a guy i have to go."

"Why do you care? You broke up with her an dident fight for her you just..did it."

"I would fight for her but simon would still make me brake up with her. Now im going to look for her." Niall said as he walked out.

"Shit niall your going to be fucked."

Niall's P.O.V

"ALYSSA?!" Iv been yelleing her name for the past 20 minets. Im starting to give up hope but the one place i dident look were allys. I went into about five different allys untill i found one to sit in.

"Fuck my life this is all my fault." I said as i put my head in my hands. I was thinking untill i heard something. I looked around. It sounded like breathing.

"Hello?" I said. I took out my phone an looked around. My breath cought in my throut when i saw alyssa on the other wall right infrount of me. I jumped up an went over to her.

"Alyssa come on wake up please wake up." I lifted her up in my arms an ran down the street. I set her down on a bench an called zayn.

"Hello? "He said through the phone.

"Zayn i went out to find alyssa an i found her but shes passed out im taking her to the hospital get everyone an meet me their ok."

"Um ya sure niall we'll be their soon." With that he hung up. I ran down the street again untill i got to the hospital.

"Can you please help her she's really cold an shes not moving please."

"Ok sir just calm down." She called down a doctor an she took alyssa an put her in a room. Around five minets later the rest of the boys showed up but harry was still at home with paul.

"Guys do you thing she'll be ok?" Zayn asked.

"I dont know."everyone said. I just kepted my head down. Untill the doctor came back out.

"Ok boys you can all go in an see her but please be quiet she has a really bad cold an we needed to get her body worm again if your friend dident find her she might of died." The doctor said. We all got up an ran to ther room.

"Oh god she could of died." Megan cryed.

"Sh sh sh its ok shes ok." Louis said an held her close.

"Guys she looks really pail." Liam said.

"Ya in i no liam." Zayn said feeling her face.

"Um guys can you please give me a moment with her?" I asked. They all nodded an left.

Alyssa's P.O.V

i dont know if im dreaming or just crazy but i can hear people talking then them leave. Ok what is going on.

"Alyssa im so sorry." I heard someone say. ok who is this guy an why is he sorry....AM I DEAD?!?!?!?!

"I dident mean for this to happen. I love you if simon never had me brake up with you i would still be the happiest guy in the world." Oh god...its niall. I felt him lean on my bed.

" im sorry i will make this up to you if its the last thing i do. You dont no how sorry i am i did this to you. That girl... She dosent mean shit to me when i kissed her the only thing i thought of was you i love you with all my heart." Aww well isent that sweet i cant wait for more surprizes. I feel something on my lips...WHY DO I FEEL SOMETHING ON MY LIPS oh god hes kissing me..an i-i like it? Oh god kill me now.

A/N sorry if its short but i just felt like updateing so ya an my marcel fanfic is up go check that out ill its called im in love with a nerd (marcel fanfic) ill try to upate that tonight so ya have a nice day im going to bed haha night lovelys. An comment what u think on the book tell me what u think i should put in it or should i leave it how it is thanks.