its now....or never

what about love

Harrys P.O.V

when we got back to the bus Louis and Niall went straight back to the bunks. I knew something was up with them and I was going to find out what. I went to the back and pressed me ear up against the door.

"I need your help to win Alyssa back over" I heard someone say. it must of been niall. I listen to them talk for a bit until I heard Louis say "deal ok I wont say anything" and I heard them do their handshake and niall walking to the door. I ran back to my seat and sat by Alyssa. I looked at her and smiled at her and she smiled back. I never noticed how small she was. is she eating enough?

"harry can you get me a blanket?" I heard her ask me in a sort of soft voice. I looked at her an nodded before getting up. I walked to the back room and out of the corner of my eye I saw niall sit by her and she try to move away. I rolled my eyes and grabbed a blanket.

niall's  P.O.V

I left the room and sat by Alyssa. she moved away and it made me really upset to be honest.

"Alyssa please talk to me I'm sorry." I begged her. she turned to me and just gave me a look.

"why? so you can hurt me again? so you can make me fall for you then just rip my heart up like its nothing again?" she shot back, I stared at her in shock. I never knew she liked me so much.

"Alyssa I-"

"just don't. I fell for you so hard you didn't give two fucks about me. and I was stupid enough to think you liked me back."i saw her eyes start to water.

"Alyssa just please let me explain. I did like u I loved you and I still do. its not my fault." I felt the tears creep up on me.

"its never your fault niall! you knew how I felt about you and you acting like it was nothing!!" I saw he tears fall down her face. I wanted to make her feel better. I grabbed her face and pulled it to mine.

Alyssa's P.O.V

tears were running down my face. I loved niall with all my heart but he didn't care. I saw him stare at me then grab my face and kiss me. I kiss back for a moment then pushed him back and stared at him.

"I will never forgive you niall." I no it might sound harsh but its true. he hurt me so bad. he looked at me with a sad face. I tried to ignore it. I got up and walked to the back bedroom where Harrys at.

"oh hay Alyssa I was ju-" he stopped talking when he saw I was crying, dropped the covers and hugged me. "what happened?"

"h-he kissed me."

"who? niall?" I just nodded. I was to upset to even talk.

"did you not want him to kiss you?"

"I-I liked it harry. I-I kissed back then pushed him away but  didn't want to." he just hugged me more.

"you need him Alyssa. he makes you so happy." I just shook me head. I didn't need him I can live without him.

"just go talk to Louis I think it might help."

"h-how" I said sniffling and looking at him. he sighed.

"I just know he will help. go talk to him." I nodded and walks to Louis booth and sat front of him. he looked up at him and smiled.

"hay" he said to me putting his phone down on the table.

"harry said to talk to you."

"what about?"

"n-niall kissed me. and I liked it."

"well why don't you be with him then?"

"because louis." i looked down and started playing with my shirt.

"alyssa!" i put me head up and looked at him. i sighed and wiped my eyes.

"because he hurt me louis. he hurt me really bad. i dont think i can forgive him."

"you should. he loves you an i no you love him too."

 "so what if i do love him. he broke up with me in frount of everyone. whats done is done" i got up and went to the back room again. i layed down in my bunk an played some music. maybe i should be with him. i have alot to think about.

 nialls P.O.V

i saw alyssa walk to louis and i saw him glance at me. meaning they were talking about me. i decided to keep the deal and go talk to megan. i got up an walked to megan who was looking out the window listening to music. i sat infrount of her and pulled her ear bud out.

" hay!?" she yelled at me. i just chuckled. "oh hay niall whats up?"

" i need to ask you something."

"and whats that?"

"who do you like?" she looked a little shocked when i said that.

" u-um niall. your my friend i-"

" what?! no no no no no i dont like u i like alyssa. im just asking who you like i no its not me."

"oh. um. i-i..."

"oh come on. you can tell me."

"fine but you cant tell anyone. and i mean anyone."

"alright. i wont just tell me."

"i sort of like louis. but he cant no."

"why cant he no?" i took a sip of the water that was sitting on the table.

" i just dont think he likes me the way i like him niall." i spit out my drink and stood up.

"This is not water!!!" she giggled. "oh and he does like you. thats why i came to talk to you."

"are you kidding?!?! louis likes me?!?" i saw louis get up and walk over to the table.

" you guys said my name?" he said sitting by megan. she stared at him with wide eyes.

" what did i do?"

" louis. she likes u." his eyes widend and he looked at megan.

"y-you like me?" she just smiled and nodded.

"w-will you go o-out with me?" she smiled even more.

"yes louis i would love that." they looked at each other for a while before they both leaned in and kissed eachother. i saw his hand come up and curess her cheek. i sighed and went to the back room and got in my bunk.

"i just wish alyssa knew how much i loved her. i never wanted to hurt her like that. i never ment to hurt her at all."

"y-you really love me?" i heard a voice say.

"huh? alyssa?" i got down and looked in her bunk. "yeah. i love you so much. im so sorry." before i could say anything elce she got out of her bunk hugged me. i was shocked at first then hugged back.

"i-i shouldent of gotton so upset."

"i shouldent up broken up with you." she let go of the hug and put her hand on my shoulder.

"niall. you had to. im sorry for getting so mad at you."

"will you please give me another chance? i promis i wont hurt you his time round." all she did was smile. "is that a yes?" she put her arms around me neck and kissed me. i kissed her back as soon as her lips touhed mine. i put my my arms around her waist and licked her bottom lip. she opend her mouth slightly and let my tongue in. i explured her mouth and she explured mine. i pushed her back on her bunk still kissing her. she closed the curtain and kissed me again.

"yes niall. ill give you another chance." i smiles and put my arm on her waist. she snuggled her head into my chest and i coverd us up.

" goodnight niall. i love you." i heard her mumble before she fell asleep in my arms.

"goodnight beautiful. i love you too." i soon fell asleep to the soft sounds of her breathing.