Paradise In Hell. (A Princeton Love Story.)

Clueless.

jacob off to the side and play the song as you read....kay but before you read this i just want to ask a quick question.... does anyone get happy when they see iv updated? .... No? ._. okay :' ( ............enjoy meany! -_- 

Skylar(pov): i laid there, emotionless as rico invaded my body. i stopped screaming and stop trying to fight him off because there was no point. all i could do was cry... it hurt so bad iv never felt a more excruciating pain in my life. after what seemed like forever rico finally stopped. he pulled up his pants as he looked at me. "if i was you..... id keep my mouth shut." he said warning me not to tell anyone. "im sorry...." he said finally before walking out of the room leaving me there lifeless. i knew that was a lie because if he was sorry then he would have never even did it. i laid there for about another 2 minutes still trying to process what just went down. once i put back on my clothes i grabbed my phone and ran out the house as fast as i could. i ran all the way home and up to my room slamming the door. when i got home it was empty. all of the workers was gone and mama was at rehearsal. here i was all alone again. no one is ever here for me. i bet if my dad was still alive he would be here to comfort me right now. i ran into my bathroom and turned on the hot water as i watch the mirrors fog. i stood there in the shower as the hot water hit my body... i couldn't even cry anymore because i was just soo confused. why did rico do that to me? iv never made him mad... if i did it wasn't on purpose. but if he really didn't like me that much there was other ways he could have solved this instead of stripping me from my virginity.....

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after i got out the shower i put on underclothes and a big tee shirt then i laid in my bed looking at the time which read 7pm. i checked my phone and realized i had 20 missed calls and 10 text messages from jacob. i didnt even bother replying. i placed my phone on the night stand. minutes later jacob came bursting threw the door. 

"Skylar..." he said in a worried expression as he walked over towards my bed. 

"baby, whats wrong? why haven't you been answering my calls? " he questioned. 

i didnt answer i just looked at him. he climbed in bed with me. 

"baby, talk to me.... what happened?" he continued to question me. he could tell something was wrong... but what was i suppose to tell him? 

before i knew it the tears started pouring down again.

 jacob scooted closer to me and pulled me in his arms as he held me tight. "i don't know whats wrong with you but just know that whatever it is.. im here for you." he said in a low tone then he kissed my forehead "i love you skylar." he reminded me....  i closed my eyes as he continued to run his fingers through my hair. and before i knew it, i dozed off.

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~The Next Morning~ 

Jacob(pov); i woke up to see me laying in bed with skylar. i took my phone out my pocket then looked at the time. "shit!" i cursed to my self knowing that if me and skylar didnt get ready soon we would be late for school. "baby, get up.' i said as i shook skylar. she groaned as she rolled over on her back. "come on sky get up." she just continued to lay there i sighed as i dragged her out of the bed. "sky get ready for school then meet me at my house." i told her as i grabbed my phone. 

"No!" she screamed scaring the hell out of me. "ummm okay" i said confused. her breathing increased as she looked off to the side. i scrunched my eye brows together. "sky do you want to talk about what happened to you yesterday?" i asked concerned. she shook her head no. i sighed. "fine, just please get ready for school then once i get ready ill be back for you okay?" she nodded then walked towards the bathroom. i shook my head. i can't believe she keeping secrets now.