Paradise In Hell. (A Princeton Love Story.)

I Do It All For Love....

yall know the drill play the song off to the side as you read...

Jacob(pov): i sat on my bed bored out of my mind. seems like theres never anything for me to do ever since me and skylar stopped talking. but let me get one thing straight, i did NOT have sex with mia the other day, i wouldnt do that to skylar... not again. all me and mia did was talk she told me that i should fix things with skylar but im not really feeling that idea because im not the one in the wrong its her lying and shit. i sighed as i continued to write in my notebook.i started writing poems a few days ago.. it helps me clear my head.

i looked up as my bedroom door opened. my mom stuck her head in. "sweetie, you have company." she said in a soft voice.

i just looked at her as she opened the door all the way reviling my guest. i just looked at her emotionless. this can either go really good or really bad. my mom closed the door back as skylar walked in. she just stood by the door looking at me. i sighed.

"so you just gone stand there or what?" i asked her.

she walked over to the bed and sat down leaving a big space between us. another long silence filled the room. i was beginning to get irritated i wanted her to hurry up and get to the point.

"skylar... what did you come here for?" i asked her not trying to sound to rude.

she looked up at me and thats when i saw the tears and like always my heart ached....

"jacob i love you." she said out of no where.

i sighed i hate how thats all it takes for me to not be mad at her anymore..

"i love you too." i admitted.

"then why are you so mad at me? " she asked as the tears continued to fall from her face.

"come here." i said to her as i pulled her onto my lap.

"stop crying baby." i said as i wiped her tears with my thumb.

"look at me skylar." i said in a low tone. she slowly turned her head towards me.

"skylar you want things to work between us right?" i said in a serious tone. she nodded. "okay then i need you to look me in my eyes right now and tell me what happened i want to know everything.... like what happened that day you were so depressed? and why did you lie about being a virgin? and what are you and roc hiding from me?"

"i cant do that jacob..." she said as she got off my lap and stood up. now im beginning to get mad again.

"what is the big fucking deal that you can't tell me?! what are you hiding skylar?!"

"i was raped!" she shouted. i scrunched my eye brows trying to comprehend.

"w-what?" i asked. she fell to the floor and curled her self into a ball as she continued to cry.

"baby, are you serious right now?" i asked hoping that this was just another lie.

she didnt answer me. i just sat there and watched her cry not knowing what to do... right about now im hella confused and i just need answers. soon her cries died down so i began to question her.

"skylar...... tell me what happened that day." silence filled the room until she finally started talking.

" it was about 2 weeks ago." she said as her voice cracked. i listened to her as she continued. "i went by your house to see if you were home but rico answered the door". as soon as she mentioned rico i just knew he had something to do with it. "i asked rico if you were home and he said yea and that you were in your room." she paused for a minute as more tears fell down. i needed her to finish that story and finish it fast.