Thor's Daughter

Long lost

Warning may be triggering

I punched the punching bag over and over lissining to 'Broken Home' by 5SoS.

They would yell, they would scream, they were fighting it out
She would hope, she would pray, she was waiting it out
Holding onto a dream
While she watches these walls fall down
Sharp words like knives, they were cutting her down
Shattered glass like the past, it's a memory now
Holding onto a dream
While she watches these walls fall down

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

Wrote it down on the walls, she was screaming it out
Made it clear, she's still here, are you listening now?
Just a ghost in the halls
Feeling empty, they're vacant now
All the battles, all the wars, all the times that you've fought
She's the scar, she's the bruises, she's the pain that you brought
There was life, there was love
Like a light and it's fading out

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

You've gotta let it go, you're losing all your hope
Nothing left to hold, locked out in the cold
Your painted memories then washed out all the scenes
I'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
This broken home.

I collapsed on the ground and started to breathe heavy, I and tears spilled out of my eyes.

I know you guys may think I'm any retard, for crying for no reason. My best freind died a year ago today. We were so close and then she goes and dies.. Why the hell does the world have to be so fucking crule.... I mean she was so young, and What The Fuck... it should have been me....

I felt myself be pulled in to a hug, I started to sob in to whose evers chest. I didn't care I just wanted to cry.

I finally dryed my ever lasting tears and looked at the person holding.

"Thank you," I told Thor.

He looked at me with sad eyes. "Whats wrong Lady Camron."

"Nothing... I just dont feel good..." I lied.

I didnt feel comfortable talking about Makayla, to anyone but my mother. But I didn't know why but after the last 2 months Thor has become a father to me.

"Oh... I may walk thee to thy room if thy would like." He asked quietly.

I nodded, bcause I didnt think I could talk.

He helped me up and we walked in a sad, silence.

《3rd POV》

Silent tears streamed down Camran's face as she walked nexted to Thor to her room.
She felt sad and helpless.

Memorys flashed through her head of how she found iut her dear freind died.

Camran woke up at 3:00 as usual.

She got up to go to the restroom when her mother ran up to her. "Sarah just called me, Your freind Makayla hung herself last night."

It took a moment for the news to sink in when she sunk to her knees.

She and Mk used to play together when they were little, have sleep overs, ride the same bus. They were so cloae when they were young but with age they grew apart since they were two years apart. But when Cameron confessed she was being bullied, it was Makayla and a boy named Tom who stoped them. If it wasn't for them she wouldn't be here today.

The day at school was horrible, every one was crying, and sad. School should have been canceled.

Cameron didnt need to go to school but she was teachers helper. But she skiped it and helped the kids that knew Makayla but mostly it was the kids older than her helping Cameron.

The funeral wasn't much better. It was held in the gym and had a big turn out.

They stoped out side of Cameons door. "I hope you feel better. If you need anything holler." Thor said

She nodded and closed the door, and un wrapped her taped hands and saw the blood and the swelling she walked to the bathroom to tmwash the blood off her hands.

She looked in the mirror and saw an lost sole, what am I doing here? Im not a hero.! Im a monster.

She balled up her fist and punched the mirror, shattering the glass. The fragments pushing into her bare skin.

She felt a buzz go through the room and blue light exploded around her cosing her to black out.

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Sorry it took so long but im back!!!!!!!!!!