Your p.o.v
The boys are getting ready to leave soon. They are all getting dressed and ready to go practice. "Y/n do you want to come along? You can watch us and see how we practice," jackskn said. No i'm okay jackson thank you. I said. "Are you sure?" Yes jackson i'm sure. "Okay well we will see you later okay?" Said jackson. Okay! I replied. Mark came up to me and wrapped his hand around my waist and kissed me deeply. "Bye baby girl we will see you later," mark said. I nodded and watched them go out the door. I have this habbit of thinking to much when i'm by myself but its good to think sometimes. I kept thinking about telling mark about being bullied and not wanting to live anymore. I remember when mark told me that he would feel disappointed and let down if i let the people who bullied me get in my head. I need to tell him what has happened to me but i can't get the guts to tell him. Maybe i should grow up and tell him.
4 hours later.
All the guys walked through the door. I was pacing back and forth biting my nails in my room. There was a knock on the door and it was mark. "Hey babe are you okay," asked mark. "Y-yeah" i studdered I-i have to tell you something. I said as i was twiddling with my fingers. "Whats up?" He said. I-i w-was bullied amd i wanted to t-t-take my life so didn't have to take the pain anymore, but i met you and everything got better. I'm sorry i didn't listen to you. I'm sorry." I looked up at mark. I was standing in front of the door. Mark didn't make eye contact with me what so ever. "Mark i'm sorry," i said as i walked up to him and put my hands on his chest. He grabbed my hands and threw them down. Tears began to fall from my eyes. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE STRONG Y/N BUT IT TURNS OUT YOU ARE WEAK WEAKER THAN I THOUGHT!" He yelled. Mark i'm sorry. He pushed me out of the way. I fell to the floor. I was crying and crying. The man i loved probably doesn't love me anymore. I knew i shouldn't have told him. I should of kept it a secret.
