Mark hasn't talked to me in a few days. He wouldn't even look at me. My heart has been broken since i told him what happened to me or what i tried to do.
I havn't been feeling well lately. I thought to myself might i be pregnant but mark and i haven't done anything and i don't have morning sickness so i threw that out. I have been having trouble breathing. When i sleep i wheeze and wake up in the middle of the night not being able to breathe. My plan was to go to the hospital when the guys leave to go practice.
It was 8:00 am and the boys were still asleep except for jackson and youngjae. I changed my clothes and went out to the living room. "Hey y/n!" Jackson yelled quietly. "Morning jackson" i said in the middle of coughing. "Woah are you okay y/n-ah?" Youngjae asked. "Yeah i'm fine i just need to lay down." I said knowing that it wasn't true. "Okay go lay down get some rest" jackson said as he hugged me. I went back to my room and laid down on my bed. It was quiet until i heard jackson say,"we don't have practice today." In my mind i knew that i wasn't going to be able to go to the hospital now. I guess i'm just gonna have to wait it out. At least i hope i can wait that long.
16 hours later
I woke up from my nap because i couldn't breathe again. I got up and almost fell because of how dizzy i was. I went out into the living room using the wall to keep my balance. As i walked into the living room all the guys eyes were on me. I didn't see mark sitting there at all. I turned the corner to go get some water and bumped into mark. I look up at him. He was blurry. "Y/n y/n are you okay?? Y/n y/n!!" Mark said in a panic. All of the other boys jumped up in a panic as well. "Oh my god noona!" Bambam and yugeom yelled at the same time. "Is she okay?!" Junior asked in a scared tone. "Wh-whats happening to her?!" Jb yelled. "I asked her if she was okay earlier and she said she was fine," youngjae said in a panicked tone. "We need to take her to a hospital and fast!" Jackson screamed out loud. I felt my body fall back as if i was falling off a cliff. All of the guys jumped at the fact of me falling. "No!" Jackson yelled as he tried to catch me. But Suddenly mark caught me in his arms. I opened my eyes to see tears falling from his eyes. A single tear fell on my cheek as the blurriness faded into a deep black.
