R.I.P 2 My Youth || C.G

•Chapter Five•

*FlashBack*

"Are the monsters in your head now? Stare them all down." I sung along. I heard the door to the girls bedroom open then close. I was still sitting on the roof eating a small can of pudding. I assumed Tyler was just checking where I was so I went back to singing.

"If they come back around
you'll be alright."

"And when the journey gets tough
Just know that you're enough."

"You're like a warrior
Keep up the fight."

"Ang-"

"Yes Leah?"

"We should leave now."

"Ooo finally done sulking over your 'best friend'?" I asked

"What?"

"You know what I'm talking about."

"No, I don't."

"Oh my god! You acted as if she was your sister and I was just some piece of trash you could throw away!" I said angrily.

"I did not." I was still looking off down the road.

"I'm done. I should have done it! I wouldn't have had to deal with all this shit."

"Should have done what?" She asked impatiently.

"Should have pulled the trigger."

"You were going to kill yourself?"

"Yeah. Why do you care though? All you've cared about since Marine got here is her."

"That's not true!"

"Stop just stop! You know it's true! Every living cell in your body knows it's true. I couldn't even spend a single day with you because she'd take you away. And I'm glad she got bit. I would have killed her myself at one point if she wouldn't have gotten herself killed. So there, there you go that's the truth." I stood up throwing the rest of my pudding off the roof. There was only around a quarter left anyway. I went into the teen boys room which was next to the girls.

"I'm guessing you heard all of that?" I asked Tyler since he was in the boys room, reading comics.

"Yeah. Tell me the next time."

"Okay."

*Present Day*

After like 5 minutes of that annoying voice it finally stopped. I don't even know who it was. But it makes since that I couldn't tell because I'm in the back of the group. I have a bad feeling this little 'walking with the walkers to get out' walk is going to get someone killed.

We kept walking with them. It was a little scary considering how many there were. We kept walking until we got to a secluded place. "Alright, new plan. " Rick paused. "A few guns aren't enough, to many walkers all spread out."