I Still Love You (Finchel)

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Not a prompt, but sometimes when I'm feeling just uncontrollably sad or some other emotion, it is good to express it through writing. I find this to actually help control my emotions a little so I don't explode! So if anyone needs an idea to write. Try reaching deep down to drag out those emotions, or just use a current emotion to help write. That's what I used to write this chapter.

Rachel's POV:
    After I heard the news, I just asked, "wait, are you sure this is real?", or just questioning everything. But then I actually started to accept it, but I don't think I will ever fully accept it. Accept that Finn is actually gone.

    I was crying the first day, but every other day, I was closing up more. Not really talking about my feelings, just, closing up.

    Every once in awhile, I will be on the verge of tears. But I don't want to cry.

    This happened, there was nothing I could've done.

    He was the most kindest person on earth. He loved me, and I loved him.

    I never understood the pain and sorrow of losing a loved one until it happened to me. Just thinking. How do they wake up everyday? But they do.

    Everyday, you have to get up for everyone else around you. Finn was the whole package; cute, funny, kind, and so much more.

    He was, and is, the love of my life.

    No one really understands the pain of them not being with you everyday. But when it happens to you. You still cope, and you live with it.

    Even after years and years, you would think the pain would be gone and it won't hurt as much.

    But it does.

    Even after many years, you will still feel the pain. Maybe not as much as the very, very beginning. But it will still hurt, a lot.

    Losing Finn; "he was only the love of your life, not a family member, it won't hurt as bad for you, you shouldn't be the one crying," you might say. But it hurts for me as much as it would hurt to lose your father.

    Soulmate, family. It doesn't matter.

    It's still the same kind of pain.

    But with time, you can cope. It will still hurt. But you can still be happy.

    Your not going to be stuck in a never ending black hole of sadness and despair. You can be happy and live your life😌

    You are blessed by the others that love and surround you. They get up with you every day. Happy and joyful. So why can't you?

    You can be happy and joyful. Full of ambition! I know Finn will always love me. He is in my heart and soul.

    I love you Finn. Don't you ever forget that. I don't care if anyone ever tells you less. You are the most bravest person, and you are so amazing. Keep being strong for me and everyone who is missing you. Because we all love you, no matter what becomes of us. And no matter what comes between our lives. We can still be happy too...
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Love u dad❤️

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