Okay, Little rant here.
Right i hate seeing so many perfect girls/guys saying they're fat! You're all wanting a thigh gap, What is the point of a thigh gap? No one need's to be a size zero. Fat girls are crying every night cause they get bullied, What is that was you up there, What would you do?
Imagine this,
You are a girl/boy weighing about 180 pounds, You get teased at school. You thought why not become skinny they might like me then. So you skipped 2 meals a day, Puked up everything, and even cut yourself.
Your parents have no clue what is happening to there beautiful daughter/son, Kids in your school are starting to notice you, But not how you wanted.
Its been 2 months, You've been losing weight rapidly, You think just more ten pounds, Ten more pounds. You finally reach your goal, People at school are noticing you. Though, they not trying to be friends with you, They're calling you anorexic. The popular girls are saying nice body and so are the jocks.
Its now 2015 you started slowly not eating and it all started six months ago. You're one day rushed into hospital to be treated cause you tried to kill yourself, The doctors try to save you but you're gone. You had no body weight so the pills toke place and killed you slowly.
The night of your suicide you wrote to you parents.
Dear Mum and Dad,
You finally noitced. After six months. I just cant handle this anymore, So this is my finall goodbye..So say to my school please? i want them to see what bullying can do...
You wanted to write so much more, but you couldn't. You started fainting since you had lost so much blood and no body weight. You little brother found you, Found you in your room coming upstairs to tell you dinner is ready. he shouted "Mum Dad help Sissy wont wake up!!" You parents came running into your room, You mum started crying you dad cried, You brother didn't know where you gone, He was only 5. You are rushed into hospital but its too late. You dead, Your gone.
So people think they now what anorexia and bullying does? It slowly make yourself turn against YOU!
YOU ARE READING
Am I normal?
PoetryHey! Cait here and I decided to write some poems, most of them are what I know from memory; then there's the one I think I made or found but can't remember.