Ten Tonne Skeleton (Dean Ambrose Fanfic)

Splintered between two states - Part 15

Okay, so Leo won the Oscar and I'm really happy! Sorry this chapter is short. Thank you for reading and enjoy!

Dean had a lot of time to think when he was on the plane. He realized that he had most definitely over-reacted at Seth. His boyfriend was just looking out for him, after all. 

Dean was on his way to the gym to meet AJ. They had a few hours before they had to be at the arena, so they decided to spend it working out. AJ was already at the building when Dean got there. The two men headed over to the rowing machines and started a conversation.

"So, what's been going on with you?" AJ asked.

"Nothing much. Me and Seth had an argument this morning so I just got an early flight to get away from it all." Dean sighed.

"Oh, does it have anything to do with-"

"No, it doesn't involve you. Don't worry." 

"Okay. Y'know you don't have to do this for me. You love Seth and I-"

"Hey, I don't know why but I want to be with you. I just don't want to break up with Seth."

"I know you don't. It must be hard for you. I'm sorry for putting you in this situation." AJ sighed.

"Hey I'm as big to blame as you." Dean laughed.

The two men finished of their work out and headed to the arena. They had a live house show tonight. Dean would be in a match against Luke Harper and AJ was teaming up with Jericho to fight The New Day. It was only a small match for Dean, so he wasn't too worried about anything bad happening. He just hoped that he didn't bump into Roman. So far he had gone 3 days without speaking to him.

"Dean you're up in 5." Shouted one of the referees. 

Dean headed to the gorilla and prepared for his match. After the five minutes had passed, he made his way out to the ring. The fans were going crazy for him. In that moment he felt very special. He managed to pick up the win by pinning Harper and even put him through a table. AJ lost his match, but it didn't bother him. He had been in the industry so long, that a few loses didn't bother him.

The two men made their way back to AJ's hotel room and took it in turns to shower. Once both men were showered they sat down on the sofa and put some TV on.

AJ straddled Dean's lap as soon as the adverts came on. His mouth nipping at all reachable areas on Ambrose's neck. Both men were moaning loudly. Dean stood up and carried AJ over to the bed, laying on top of him as he smothered the brown haired man in kisses. Their clothes were off within seconds.

It was all Dean could have asked for. He had lost his man virginity to AJ, someone he cared for and trusted very much. He felt guilty for cheating on Seth, but he didn't let it spoil the moment. Both men lay in bed, sweating. The only noise that could be heard was the sharp gusts of breath escaping both men. AJ was the first to speak.

"That was phenomenal."

"Oh God! Never say that again." Dean laughed. All of his previous tension had been swapped for love and passion.

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Dean awoke in AJ's arms. He watched the older man as he slept. He has never felt this much love for someone, not even Seth. Dean knew the right thing to do was to break up with Seth, but he didn't want to upset him and he definitely didn't want to upset himself. He loved both men. He knew that one day he would have to choose between the two of them but today was not that day. Today was Saturday.

The day went by rather quickly. Both men went to the gym and grabbed some lunch before heading to the arena for the live show. Dean had been in a good mood all day, that was until he saw Roman. Nothing happened between the two men, but the tension in the air really brought Dean's mood down.

Dean had a rematch with Harper and beat him with ease. They had, had numerous matches together before so they knew each others moves. Dean even knew the counters to Luke's counters. They had a great in-ring bond.

AJ and Dean shared a hotel room for the night. Sunday came by in a flash. One minute Dean was getting into bed Saturday night to sleep and the next it was Sunday afternoon. The live show was in a few hours so Dean headed to the gym. Once he got back to the hotel, his phone rang. It was Seth.

"Hello." Dean greeted his boyfriend awkwardly.

"Hey, um are we still okay?" Seth asked sounding upset.

"Uhh, yeah. Why?" Dean had forgotten about their previous fight.

"Oh um, just cuz y'know what happened on Friday. I wasn't sure if um, y'know."

"Well, let's just put that behind us. I over-reacted and I'm sorry." Dean smiled.

"I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have pushed you to talk."

"We're both sorry and we're both okay. So how's your weekend been?"

"Good I guess. Just been at rehab for my knee and at home being bored." Seth sighed.

"Aww. If you're ever bored you know you can just ring me or do that face-time thing. You don't have to be alone."

"Yeah, I know. I just don't want to bother you all the time."

"You won't be bothering me. I'm your boyfriend. I should be with you to stop you from being bored. It's my job." Dean laughed.

"You're right." Seth giggled. "Next time I'm bored I'll call you."

"Good. I love hearing your voice."

"I love you"

"I love you too."

"I'll see you on Thursday." Seth smiled.

"Yeah, I can't wait."

Dean met up with AJ and went to the arena. The matches were good and both men enjoyed their night. Dean felt guilty that Seth was all alone, especially when he was injured. He wanted to fly over to Iowa and give his lover a hug, but sadly he couldn't do that until Thursday.

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RAW was on Monday. Dean and AJ were in their ring gear waiting for the show to start. Dean suddenly remembered that he had eaten lunch on Saturday. Technically it wasn't February any more, so he didn't have to worry about his 'no eating' month plan, but that didn't stop him from feeling guilty. He made his way to the trainers room and stepped on the scale.

13.6 stone. In other words 190.4 pounds. If he hadn't of eaten that meal on Saturday then he could have weighed a pound less. Dean looked in the mirror only to see his fat thighs sticking out. His stomach was huge. He didn't understand why he looked like this. He just wanted to be skinny like everyone else.

Dean made his way to the gorilla, feeling numb. He wanted to get his match over with so he could go home and hide from the world. He was fighting against Alberto Del Rio. The match was going well until Triple H interfered and attacked Dean. The referees tried to separate the two men but failed. Dean couldn't move, his body was too weak. He lay on the announcers table as his boss beat him. Then he blacked out.

AJ was in the back worrying about Dean. The referees were helping his friend walk to the doctors room. AJ knew he couldn't show his worry too much as people might get suspicious over the two men. He wanted Dean all to himself but he didn't want him to break up with Seth. That wasn't fair on any of them.

Seth on the other hand was sat on his sofa with tears in his eyes. Ever since the argument he'd had with Dean all he did was cry. It was a hard time for him and all he wanted to do was be back in the ring. He wanted to travel around the world with Dean. Seth was also worried for Dean. Triple H had given him a rough beating. Hopefully everything would turn out okay. All three men needed it right now.